Closing remarks written on the second day of the "Ultimate Blog Challenge"!

This person participated in the "Pinyin Contest" currently being held online, but dropped out two days later.

Then they wrote this conclusion, which is quite interesting.

I recommend taking a look.

The following is an excerpt:

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Starting from the purpose of my writing logs, whether it's due to commercial behavior, or to commemorate something, or even for how I will be when I'm old, my highest principle has not changed: This space is written for myself.

However, after participating in this activity and writing two logs, not only did the feeling of writing for myself disappear, but I also felt nauseous!

It made me feel sick, and disgusted with myself!

According to my previous logic for participating in this event, I thought challenging myself by writing a log every day for a month according to the host's requirements was indeed difficult, so the concept of "challenge" wasn't wrong.

But after excluding the "challenge", I can't deny that I once had the idea of wanting to take a small unexpected advantage.

And for this idea, I actually sold out my inner self (although the two articles so far are true, so I won't delete them); for this idea, I actually let my friends vote, indirectly selling out my friendship; for this idea, I wasted unnecessary energy and cared about those meaningless votes.

I was really crazy back then!

I am not an all-competent person, and...