Today I received an invitation to a primary school reunion. I don't know if I should go or not. Am I still that naive little girl who shared music between iPods? I probably won't go. I don't know why my heart is so restless this time. Seven years have passed just like that. How is everyone now? I don't care. Today is Monky, and it's not as cool... (ppt to youtube) This will be the moment to see who can withstand the test of reality. Nudou came to find me. In theory, I am the most successful person now, the one they have always envied. A good university, a comfortable family background, and a decent appearance mean I don't have to worry about finding a boyfriend. But things aren't like that. In the blink of an eye, seven years have passed. Those grudges and grievances that seemed to remain, I don't even know where they went. Today, I really want to ask where Yang Li is. I want to find him. I vaguely remember that dark-skinned boy who fought for me, who was great at basketball but wasn't such a good student. That handsome figure on a bike, that smile in the sunlight, that former deskmate of mine, that boy who gave me silver. Haha, sometimes I really miss him, not for any reason, just because we met.
Speaking of boys, I also think of Huan, that big brother who grew up with me, only four days older than me. Mom said Huan is working in Nanning now. Not long ago, he almost went to jail for stealing and robbing. No matter how he is now, he was once good to me. My impression of him is still from childhood, when we would go out together at night, go to the cave, and catch fish in the reservoir. He is still that handsome and cool boy, still the boy who grew up with me. It has been about seven years since we lost contact. What has happened to us in these years? I can no longer find our pure and beautiful days from the passage of time, but those beautiful memories will be engraved in my heart for a long, long time.
I admit, I still love Ji Peng. When I organized my things and printed out his photo, I put it back in my wallet. I still love him so much. I guess he must miss me too.
Big Bad Guy, I'm talking about you. But isn't there another woman in your heart?
As for LJY, he has always asked me to go back to Shanglin, but he doesn't know my past. It's impossible for me to live in that place again. It seems like all my ugly secrets are known. I don't want to deceive you. I've said it, I'm not worthy of you, you are so pure. Me... haha, it's time to grow up. I will be better, stronger, and keep moving forward. Lulu, come on!