That person only then realized how much he loved the "little buddy" that had accompanied him for many years. Later, after my uncle's child was born, grandpa started helping uncle take care of cousin, and moved to the city with grandma. Filial mother, my wet nurse, dear mom, rest in peace in my memories, your son will keep you company tonight, sleepless night. Every time, father always silently smoked. Mother wanted to laugh, trying hard to squeeze out a smile. Puzzled, I opened it, and inside were a family's cloth shoes: a pair of men's shoes, a pair of women's shoes, and a pair of children's shoes. After hearing this, mother took even bigger steps, I said I would buy her some medicine and send her back, she swung her arms even more widely, like doing a Yangko dance. Just over a year old, you liked to pester mom to tell you fairy tales, mom would always use a pleasant voice to describe the wonderful segments of the stories, letting you get used to falling asleep to the sound of mom's stories. While studying at the Normal College in Shantou, I bought a pair of white sneakers, which became sweaty after wearing them for a day, but I still preferred wearing mom's cloth shoes. I knew I couldn't persuade my younger brother, so I could only ask him to definitely come home to eat and stay overnight, he said: "We'll see!" This sentence made me even more sure that he wouldn't return. Suddenly realized, all the heavy consequences and shocks were so heart-wrenching... Aunt Yang is about the same age as my mother, 48 years old this year, her overly beautiful face is always so confident and kind, many times I've gotten used to her concern in just one or half a sentence, perhaps now people, "if it doesn't concern oneself, stay aloof", is no longer a surprising selfishness, even I am the same, so I clearly remember such warm greetings, I have fallen in love with such feelings, an elusive affection... The father, who was born in the mid-1950s, has no education, the food is a bit inferior quality but high price, the only skill used to support the family is working as a construction master at the construction site, for many years, father's sunburnt skin is my biggest memory of him. Grandfather was loyal to the party, had merits for the people, but in that black-and-white confused era, he turned into a big bandit, a big spy, a big capitalist roader, this great shame and injustice is truly unbearable. At the age of 64, he passed away from esophageal cancer 8 years ago. The central topic was against me going to school, I angrily retorted: "Stop nagging, I won't go if you don't want me to!" This retort angered him, he rolled off the door panel and raised his hand to hit me, I pushed him away with my hand, which further enraged him, and he swung an iron saw at me. Alas, I have no merit to claim for my daughter's excellence! "Mom, people say I'm smart and capable." So every time I think of you, I always look up and smile at the sky. Cousin called and said that grandpa was fine originally, went out to play chess at noon, not long after, the neighbor came to tell that the old man was not well, sent to the hospital for emergency treatment due to myocardial infarction, there was already no way to save him.