Everyone at some point in time will be crazy about a song. For instance, previously, the song that played repeatedly on my phone was Zhang Yunjing's "The Opposite of Me". Go with the flow. I like the part where she screams: "I want a clock that is out of order, I want to be the opposite of me, I am trying so hard in this world, it's exhausting...". And before that, during a period when I was feeling rather desolate, Wang Leehom's "You're Not Here" and Jam Hsiao's "Forever Love" had been playing on my phone for months. I love their voices and the emotions that the songs bring me. Whether it's "You're not here, when I need love the most", or "Recalling the past, the painful longing can't be forgotten", now I am fond of Chen Xiaochun's "Exclusive Memory". During my free time, I rediscover the songs I once loved the most. When the melody plays, it's the same song but my mood feels slightly different. I still love the sound of Zhang Yunjing's song, I also love Wang Leehom and Jam Hsiao's voices, and I even love Xue Zhiqian singing "Going all out until retreating completely..." "It's fine that we've loved, loving and then parting, will there be an ending, you and I both know...", these songs seem to have a tinge of sadness, well... perhaps. I remember I used to love reading novels very much, high school was about穿越 (time-travel), university was about life. Ahh, do you remember which novels we've read? Now, the only book titles I can recall are "Hate Meeting in the Warring States Romance", "Finding Li Shiming", "Luan"... I've forgotten the content. But I remember that the two novels I loved the most in high school were "Thank You for Loving Me Once" and "Wutong So Sad". I deeply loved Ji Rongge from "Wutong", deeply loved him. For three years of high school, I engraved his name in my heart over and over again, for three whole years. Thinking about it now, it seems a bit silly to be so obsessed with a character from a novel... hehe. By the time I got to university, my taste changed, I started liking novels written by writers from the 70s, their era's life was something we hadn't experienced, tough yet insightful about life. Later, I fell in love with Haiyan, loving his "Refined Goddess", loving his "Life Is So Proud", loving his "Dancer", loving all the stories under his pen. Back then, I was hopeful about life, yet feared being crushed by reality, feared that my dreams would be strangled before they could sprout. Summing it up, I was a coward back then, hiding in other people's stories, fantasizing about what reality should be. Back then, I was also deep, a campus all-rounder genius, so deep that no sunlight could reach my heart. Back then... I was also carefree, only seeing others' stories from my perspective, pain that wasn't on myself. Hehe, read too many novels. Now, I don't love reading novels anymore, because I don't have the energy or time, occasionally when I calm down, all I want is to curl up in bed, not wanting to do anything. In Mr. Chen's words, I am lazy now, I am a pig, I am a cat, thinking about it now, combining his words, I am a chimera, hehe. Now, everything has changed, thinking about how I once kept a fictional character in my heart for three years, it seems funny, but also quite cute. Classic excerpts from Xia Hua Literature Network Relevant thematic articles: These few years of schooling reading experiences.