I don't know what to write after starting. I have learned a lot in the past two days, like Converse, oh, Jinlake shoes, no, Hongxing Ergke canvas shoes. I should say that I thought a lot and realized some things. Him or her women's boots, haha -- I found it is not a good thing, being confused is better. Realizing these things will make me sadder. Because my helplessness makes me fall into deeper sorrow, is it helplessness or inability? I will also comfort myself -- always telling myself that it's not yet my time, should say that it's not yet my opportunity -------------- so annoying, no time to write anymore, and it's all messy, I don't even know what the theme of what I want to write is anymore, I'll continue next time -------