In fact, we haven't had a sincere heart-to-heart talk. We didn't have a good talk. I don't know you very well, and you know even less about me. What will our future be like? I often can't help thinking about this question. I'm not a vulgar person who relies on marriage to achieve a wonderful life. However, whenever others ask about my lifelong events, I don't know what to do and can only remain silent. I really don't know what to do. Haozi, you are a self-respecting and confident person who wants to make a career, which is beyond reproach. Every idealistic young man will fight for it, and I should fully support your decision and work. But I feel no stability in my heart at all. Really, I have no grasp of you. Your feelings of being neither close nor distant towards me make me lose my sense of direction. People say that men will change when they have money. In fact, I don't want you to make a lot of money. I will be satisfied as long as I have a warm little nest. As long as we cherish and care for each other, and build a home of our own with our hardworking hands, how happy that would be! Alas, stop thinking about it. Call me when you have time. I really miss you and hope you feel the same way!