"Oh, it's all water under the bridge. Nothing to mention. Anyway, my current life isn't much different from the past. Every day I still deal with all kinds of people who are just freeloading, living their lives in masks. Everyday we face each other and put on hypocritical smiles, saying words without sincerity. Loneliness follows me like a shadow, with no place for comfort. Some people indulge in drinking and revelry, chasing after young virgins one after another, and they are even praised for it. Are you supposed to be like Liu Xiaohui? Do you want to be a gentleman? Holding a book in your hand, thinking about 'studying hard and making progress every day' just to get into college. They say if you put in the effort, you'll get rewarded. Teachers conscientiously instill these ideas and formulas into us, and my mom would whip me with dad's belt to make sure I studied. So how could I not have trouble getting into college? I looked up, and only then did I realize that all the efforts of teachers and my mom were in vain - now I simply don't care about going to college anymore. Who would've thought that more than ten years later, the threshold to enter university has become so low, there's basically no threshold at all. University is no longer out of reach, and college students are as common as illiterate people back in the day, everywhere you look. To save money, I applied to the party school as my third choice for the college entrance exam. My first choice was Wuhan University and second choice was Xian Jiaotong University, but I didn't get into either. Surprisingly, I got accepted into the PLA Nanjing Telecommunication Engineering Institute, but after climbing Mount Emei with my brother, I missed the party school's second physical examination. Later, when I was hanging out in bars, I met a very wealthy local boss. Within a few days, we became intimate. His family was here, so I came with him. He said he wanted to marry me, but in the end... someone suggested sublimation, channeling energy into sports or arts like carving or calligraphy, which is an acceptable method. For now, teenagers should participate more in reasonable group social activities where they can vent their material needs, make more friends, and cultivate interests in multiple fields. Otherwise, if they recklessly mingle or resort to prostitution to relieve sexual desires, they will only confine themselves to 'sex'. He gave me a three-bedroom apartment and then left. When I went back to the nightclub, I saw him with another woman. " After she finished speaking, a look of great joy appeared on her face. Thinking back to when I started school, teachers used to tell us that the 21st century is our century, that we are the future of society, the pillars of the country, and we must study hard to become useful talents for the law and politics. Parents would say, child, if you want to live well in the future, you need to be like your uncle, go to college, otherwise you won't have a bright future. Because often, this huge energy is suppressed and restrained, and once the opportunity arises, it will completely erupt. Women are no exception. Zhang Ailing once said, "Decent women may love chastity, but if they had the chance to play the role of a seductress, not one of them wouldn't eagerly jump at it." This explains why one-night stands are so prevalent in modern cities. Reality has given us a harsh lesson, but it still couldn't bring everything back. He left me anyway. " She paused and continued, "You leave the city of sorrow because by high school, I devoted all my focus to studying. Except for eating and sleeping, I was either reading books or running and boxing. I didn't have the energy to think about personal matters. I always held myself back, resisted temptations, and any excitement was also calmed by focusing on studying."