May bear for too long, too much. Finally one day my spiritual pillar collapsed, I become very vulnerable, very helpless, very confused. In the vast sea of people, I am looking for relatives. That time to understand what is sad and bitter, what is pathetic, what is true happiness. Do not know if you have been to the cold northern region? No, I am a northerner, I like the weather in the north, the cold is very simple, not mixed with any falsity. So when I was helpless and lonely, I would simply find a way to vent. The specific method is not something I can teach to everyone.
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