Sometimes people can be exceptionally timid and neurotic. These past two days, my body has been feeling uncomfortable, so my mood has also been suppressed, as if some emotion I've been repressing in my heart is about to suddenly be torn out. How do you get rid of chicken skin? I don't know whether I should just let myself have a good release or try hard to suppress it! When you get down to the root of it, is it because these past few days I've been too idle? When people have nothing to do, they lose the focus of life, right? So I'm probably like that now. Then why do I put myself in such a situation? I should go out and look for something to do, isn't that right? What am I afraid of? Sometimes people need a catalyst, no matter what that catalyst is or where it comes from. It can at least stimulate the original nerves somewhat, which is a great trigger for those who want to vent. Like the movie I just watched, to be honest, the plot wasn't very tragic, but I cried my eyes out. Because this is the only way I can choose to vent, alas! Sometimes I often think that people's existence is for a specific goal - living. But why are everyone's ways of living so different? Others envy how carefree you live, and you envy how grounded others live. We're curious about each other and envious of each other. Under various psychological influences, we perform what we believe to be perfect roles! Whose role isn't the lead? But how many people can actually play their role well on their own stage? If you were asked to play someone else's role, you'd find that you could perform it much better than your own role. Isn't that ironic?