Hello everyone, it's been a long time since my last update. My computer was not in good condition for the previous period of time and my broadband also did not work several days ago. It was just fixed today and is finally usable again. I have started to systematically recover from training these few days. My whole body aches, and my legs hurt when I go downstairs. However, I still take every training session seriously and focus all my energy on the training. I must concentrate on the training. My recent mood has not been very good. I originally thought that going out to travel during the holiday would alleviate my mood and relax my emotions, but I feel like it didn't have much effect. I have always been a very strong woman, but now I've realized that I am actually quite weak. There are many problems that have already arisen that I cannot face and resolve effectively. My mind is currently in chaos and I don't know what to do. These past few days, I may have been feeling anxious myself, always wanting to cry but I can't. I really don't know when I will be able to get through the pain and return to a happy life. I really want to have a good cry and let off some steam in front of a very close friend, but such opportunities are too rare. I currently really want to selectively forget about some things I don't want to think about and completely forget them, filling my life with happiness. I need to continuously pursue my dreams and make my future even better. I especially hope that unhappy things leave my life. Although our coach thinks I already have the best mindset and psychological quality in the entire group, the current issues are still troubling me. What should I do, friends?