There's always a feeling of unease in my heart, not knowing what will happen in the next second. Some things have already happened this way and I am powerless to change them. Are you asking me if I'm happy now? I should be happy, but in fact, I'm not. It's related to life, study, weather, and him. Life is too trivial. After entering college, I suddenly became completely independent. When clothes are dirty, I have to wash them myself, pay attention to the weather, and take care of myself. Speaking of taking care of myself, I've been bumping my legs recently, and my knees are all bruised. I don't know how it happened. As for those bad people and bad things, let's not talk about them. Regarding study, I have nothing to say. I once thought I was very suitable for studying languages because of my English that I used to be proud of. Although I wasn't an excellent student, my English was still commendable. However, the college entrance examination completely destroyed my perception of English. 74 points, when have I ever scored so badly since junior high school? That 99 points once made me want to retake a year. Now looking at Korean, even though it's half as good, I can no longer find that passion. Recently, the weather has been hot, making people irritable. I don't want to eat or move. I get angry easily and always feel restless. Is the weather there also hot and humid? I don't want to hear an unhappy tone every time we talk on the phone because it makes me uneasy. While working at the supermarket today, I suddenly heard that song and remembered March 31st, 2007. Maybe it was the melody that moved me, and then I suddenly remembered that message from the other day. The feeling should be like this. Time passes so quickly when you're quiet, and everything changes. But that feeling is still unmatched. I'm fine. I'll eat on time and take showers. I'll remember to bring everything I need and try to sleep early. I'll also take care of my health. So my only wish is to go home as soon as possible during the vacation.