The weather has been bad, and my mood has followed the weather and become terrible. Today, I am on duty alone, and I feel quite exhausted. Suddenly, I thought of the old days. I think I should be able to do it. Still alone, rainy day...
I don't know why my mood changes so quickly, sometimes good, sometimes bad. At one moment, I can have a good cry, and at another, I can burst out laughing. It's really strange. I don't know what's wrong?
I care about someone so much, but they don't understand my heart. Why? Why do they only realize their mistakes when they make me cry? Why do I care so much? I don't have to be like this. Why do I care so much? I cry every other day. What's wrong with me? Can anyone tell me? The future is so confusing and unknown. I really don't know how to move forward. I know the more I think about it, the sadder I will get, but these thoughts keep coming into my mind. Why is this happening? Why are there so many things I don't understand?
When a person is tired, how do they still have the strength to cry? Why do I have so many tears? My mood is like the current weather, gloomy... If I could just finish crying all at once, then from now on, there would be a person in the world without tears. How amazing that would be! Can I do it?
When the weather clears up in Boshan, my heart warms up...
Apart from my mom, who else truly loves and cares about me? Ah, print my heart, print my tears... So tired, May 11, 2010. Ningming weather, depressing Tangshan weather!!!...
I can pretend to be strong, I can. In memory of love, violin... Chuzhou weather, raindrops, birthday, courage...
Cheer myself up, Unit 8 The Seasons and the Weather...