It was our toughest time in the early days, and precisely because of this experience that allows us to be different and not give up in our current lives!) 101. The person in the world who loves butterflies the most - Mi Mi. The person in the world who loves Mi Mi the most - Die'er. 102. Mi Mi usually likes to go to "Country Hero" to play video games, especially loving the game "1945 Second Generation" (a plane combat game). He can often use one game coin to play for more than an hour. During these times, I quietly sit by his side watching him pass levels successfully, watch him get hit when unlucky,... Whenever at these moments, I become extremely nervous. 103. On November 27, 2002, we bought an "Electric Water Heater" together at Choujiang Department Store, which is used for heating water in summer. Afterwards, in the small room at Mi Mi's friend's place (a room less than twenty square meters in a single dormitory of an auto repair shop), we bid farewell to cold water washing face and taking showers, ushering in a warm hot water era. 104. Still remember it was the Mid-Autumn Festival in '99. That afternoon, he invited me to celebrate the festival together, but I arrogantly refused him, saying "I will go to my uncle's place to celebrate." (I had an uncle around the school.) In the afternoon, there were no classes, so we left. In the evening, something unexpected happened at my uncle's place (my uncle and aunt went to her parents' house for the festival, and no one was around to take care of me. Even the charcoal box was empty.). I felt wronged and came out alone, sitting on the basketball court... On the 16th day of August according to the lunar calendar, which was the next day, he said he came back to the school that night and even went to the dormitory to look for me. There was no light in the dormitory, and he stood outside the basketball court watching many people inside... It was quite dangerous that night on the basketball court. We two sat on the grass by the soccer goalpost looking at the moon. Was this the "The moon on the 16th is rounder than on the 15th"? 105. Mi Mi said: "If in this world I am only allowed to be good to one person, then I will definitely only be good to you!" I love hearing this and believe it! 106. I know about my own physical shortcomings in two aspects: A. Absolutely cannot catch a cold, once sick, it drags on for a month or so; B. Good balance, often falling and injuring myself (plus being colorblind, unable to see anything in dark places at night). Mi Mi also knows and often says: "You must not get cold, if you catch a cold, you'll torture yourself." Whenever the weather turns colder, or he notices something, he holds my hand while walking, reminding me to pay attention to my footing and balance. 107. Taking care of me and being good to me has become Mi Mi's habit. Often unintentionally revealing, even at my home, he would pick dishes I like and put them in my bowl, let alone at other people's homes where he often serves rice to me first, as if afraid that his baby might be neglected otherwise. This little man, how can I not love you? 108. Mi Mi is a strange person, always cold all year round. Winter is good, hitting him feels comfortable. But he fears the cold and doesn't allow anyone to bump into him; in winter, I am particularly afraid of the cold. Two people under the quilt find no warmth anywhere—his stomach, thighs, arms, nowhere is warm enough for me. Alas— 109. The connection between people is really mysterious! Just like when Mi Mi said he felt strange the first time he saw me, those days the school was reopening with many new students registering. Among them were not a few beautiful and elegant girls. Yet he said he noticed an ordinary-looking, ordinary-tempered, ordinary-dressed girl with dark skin—me—and paid close attention to all my affairs thereafter. 110. (A) Losing our jobs (I resigned from "Motorola" due to unpleasant relations with the manager and found another job. Mi Mi resigned from Zhuzhou Electric Bureau as his designed software did not receive appropriate compensation.), during those jobless nights, he stayed at his friend Dian Ge's auto repair shop single dormitory, while I stayed at the daughter's house in the exploration factory. To avoid worrying Mi Mi's parents, we didn't tell them about our unemployment. Mi Mi spent his days playing cards in nearby card rooms to earn a living, sometimes eating boxed meals costing just a few yuan in the card room. One day, I suddenly called him from somewhere else, after eating, he immediately came to accompany me, feeding me a piece of meat from his mouth because he was reluctant to leave and couldn't conveniently bring food along, so he carried the meat in his mouth. 111. (B) Regardless of our circumstances, we never gave up hope for life. Mi Mi constantly encouraged me saying: "You are great!", "I am a giant!", "We will be happy!", "We need to work hard!" ... 112. (C) Realizing my influence on Mi Mi. No matter what I do, as long as I'm by his side, he becomes distracted by whether I'm happy or not and can't focus properly. So when he needs to work, I won't be by his side but quietly stay somewhere waiting for news from him. 113. (D) Former classmates envied me for having a good boyfriend, friends said finding Mi Mi was your fortune, colleagues advised me to cherish him well, now good men are rare. 114. "Big Piggy" - 30129473 = Mi Mi's QQ number. "Little Piggy" - 28591173 = Die'er's QQ number. 13875****06 Die'er's phone number, 13875****07 Mi Mi's phone number (at that time, we got rid of 9306 because it sounded unlucky, Die'er used 9307, and Mi Mi later changed his mobile number to 13875****37. Both QQ numbers were stolen at that time.) 115. (E) Because of not getting along well with Mi Mi's parents and missing Mi Mi, in January 2003, I registered our early marriage with Mi Mi and moved into the single dormitory of Mi Mi's friend (Dian Ge) at the auto repair shop to live together. Due to unemployment and no income, we started learning to save money, saying saving, sometimes both of us skipped breakfast, and Mi Mi went out to buy boxed meals for lunch. But soon, we would go online and buy snacks, and the money disappeared anyway. We are truly a perfect match! 116. (F) Occasionally on some nights, Mi Mi and I lay on the bed in our friend's room talking without doing anything, talking about things far in the future, people far in the future. When dying, we would talk until two or three o'clock in the morning before falling asleep, sharing everything without secrets. 117. (G) My personality became increasingly unrestrained. Pursuing to the end, apart from inherently having a miss-like character, it was also influenced later by Mi Mi spoiling me, giving me everything I want. How could I not develop a spoiled nature? 118. On the second Mid-Autumn Festival we recognized each other, Mi Mi took me to Xihu Park in Hengyang City to see lanterns. That day, we bought a large plush bear as a birthday gift for Weiwei (my sister's daughter). Carrying a bear almost as big as a real person into the park drew a chorus of exclamations. Tickets were half-price in the daytime compared to nighttime, so we entered the park in the daytime and waited for dusk, when the lights lit up. So beautiful! 119. (H) In the winter of 2003, Mi Mi and I often wore pants and clothes alternately (sharing a set of pajamas). We continued tirelessly, ha ha! 120. Seeing that garbage-picking old man again reminded me of an old story from years ago. Back then, we were still studying at school. One day after school, we saw a very poor old woman carrying a large garbage bag picking up trash, looking very pitiful. Mi Mi and I bought her some noodles to eat and returned to the dormitory to encourage classmates to donate old clothes, books, and cardboard boxes for the old couple to sell for money. (Because the old woman looked very dirty and I was scared, Mi Mi handled everything, signing his name and handing them over, while I watched from a distance.) 121. Was it the summer of '99?! The exact date is unclear, but I remember it was cold. Due to the Spring Festival train being very crowded, despite having reserved seats, the crowd made it difficult for me to even board the train. As departure time approached, I panicked. Mi Mi pulled me through the crowd, making those occupying my seat move aside. With too many people, Mi Mi couldn't get out and eventually climbed in through the window. 122. An event from long ago. At that time, we were still in school. On single days, Mi Mi often visited my school dormitory to see me, staying for ten days straight (from 9 pm until 9 pm when the dormitory closed and lights went out). After lunch, he would lie on my bed resting, while I read books or knitted shoes standing beside him, enjoying peaceful afternoons. 123. (I) While temporarily renting a place at the auto repair shop, I often referred to Mi Mi as "Heaven." If he didn't take care of himself, I would say, "If Heaven collapses, I will still find 'Heaven,' I won't need you!" Saying this, one night I dreamt that Mi Mi told me he loved another woman. I dragged him to find her, letting them be together. Mi Mi worriedly asked, "What about you?" I replied, "I will find my 'Heaven.'" But my heart ached, waking up, I kept questioning Mi Mi, "Why do you love other women?" Mi Mi was puzzled! 124. *** 125. (J) As the weather warmed, beginning temporary residence at the auto repair shop brought difficulties with bathing. This was a single dormitory without a bathroom, kitchen, or faucet. Usually, we fetched cold water from nearby public water rooms. Bathing with hot water in winter was manageable, but summer posed problems. Mi Mi feared raw water might cause trouble, so we ate out when hungry and drank raw water when thirsty, never lighting a fire. Eventually, we devised a solution: taking a bath every four days, walking fifty minutes to the Metallurgical Plant bathhouse (each person per bath costs 2 yuan). 126. (K) During those days at the auto repair shop, Mi Mi almost spent every day playing cards. Most vividly, once, Mi Mi had bad luck for several consecutive days, losing hundreds of yuan playing cards. I urged him to rest, but he ignored me, obsessively spending entire days in the card room. I was angry and hurt. Early in the morning, we quarreled. I turned away from him lying on the bed ignoring him. He wanted me to turn back gently, but I resisted. We were at an impasse until his greater strength prevailed, and he accidentally threw me off the bed onto the floor. Those unemployed days living in the auto repair shop’s single dormitory, Mi Mi spent every day in the card room playing cards and losing money to support me. Every day, I silently prayed, "Heaven bless us, may we win money!" but I never voiced it. 127. (L) Despite this, our relationship was still loving. Two months after unemployment, in February 2002, I began working at the 'United Communications' company across the Xiang River in Jiangxi District. Every evening, Mi Mi would meet me at the ferry terminal in Jiangdong District after work, then we would go home together (to the single dormitory at the auto repair shop). On the way home, we would buy groceries to cook dinner (at the single dormitory at the auto repair shop). For the following two months, we cooked our own meals. In the evenings, he cooked while I washed clothes. After dinner, I washed the dishes, and sometimes we would chat in bed or stroll around the train station, observing daily changes in its construction. 128. (M) I am naturally afraid of the cold, and Mi Mi always joked, "If you lived in the south, you'd surely freeze to death!" Back in school, during winter, he would linger longer in my dormitory. If we were closer, he would join me during evening study sessions and return to the dormitory (an hour before the lights were turned off). He would crawl into my bed to warm it for me, while I played cards or fortune-told with female dorm mates. Just before lights-out, he would call me to bed and then head home. 129. (N) Being greedy is one of my major traits. After indulging in delicious food, I have only half an hour of resistance, ultimately leading to stomach pain keeping me awake at night, tossing and turning, either lying prone, squatting, or curled up... causing a mini upheaval. Mi Mi would use his hands to gently massage me every night, resulting in arguments lasting one or two hours, both of us exhausted. Each time I cried out, "Mi Mi, my tummy hurts," Mi Mi would affectionately say, "In the future, I will control your diet. You're not allowed to eat pickled vegetables, nor spicy peppers..." 130. Don't act strangely for no reason; I am also anxious inside. I plan to look around before the New Year for opportunities (referring to work or business) and then make plans to go to Yunnan. You often said I am like a great roc bird, and indeed I am. But I am also human, capable of feeling frustrated and lost. Nevertheless, I am confident overall, quite competent. I am the great roc bird, and the world is vast and should be mine to utilize. (Mi Mi's days in the single dormitory at the auto repair shop remain etched in my memory.) 131. (O) During the days at the auto repair shop, since we weren’t working, we often went online to play when busy. Eventually, it evolved into chatting online with strangers (sometimes watching movies online) and gradually developed a liking for exchanging with strangers online. I also enjoyed receiving pictures drawn with characters sent by someone online. Mi Mi said this wasn't good. On December 23, 2002, he kept muttering, perhaps jealous? Ha! 132. (P) The toilet at the auto repair shop's single dormitory was a public one located tens of meters away. I disliked using it because it was dirty. Mi Mi accompanied me daily to the WC at "Yang Family Garden," which was cleaner and closer, though inconvenient in cold weather. Once during heavy snowfall, I urgently needed to use the restroom. Mi Mi took me to the toilet at Yuanquan Hotel, much farther than Yang Family Garden, but our shoes were soaked through with melting snow. 133. (Q) On December 17, 2002, Mi Mi and I had our biggest disagreement, the first time I thought of leaving him. Since we were both unemployed, we did the same thing every day: waking up at noon, mixing breakfast and lunch together, playing cards, eating dinner, playing cards until midnight, then sleeping. I grew tired of this routine. Mi Mi always said we would make plans after the New Year (starting a business or finding a job), but I thought now was a good time. Each night, he accompanied me online, appearing restless, so I logged off. He claimed he couldn't sleep and went to the card room to watch TV, actually playing cards until one in the morning. I waited alone in the room for him to return, knowing he was playing cards. I felt deeply hurt and disappointed. When I tried to leave, he wouldn't let go. I stormed out of the room, and he chased after me. On the quiet streets at midnight, he tightly held me, preventing me from leaving. I attacked him, punching and kicking like a madman. He still wouldn't let go. I broke down, kneeling and crying, begging him to release me. His hands remained firmly gripping me, and as I struggled forward, he followed closely behind. After much commotion, we arrived at the train station. My mind raced with thoughts of where I could go and whom I could rely on... Mi Mi said, "If you don't like me playing cards, I won't anymore. I will do whatever you say. Please don't leave." Like a madman, he repeatedly muttered, "I am getting married, and the bride is you." Watching Mi Mi's appearance and hearing his words, my heart softened. Could I not love him the most? I wrapped my arms around Mi Mi's neck, kissed his lips, and said, "Let's go back!" Not long after this incident, we registered our marriage at the Hengyang Municipal Government Office. 134. The Christmas gift of 2002 was: a large and small crystal apple we bought at the commercial district, the larger representing Mi Mi in purple, the smaller representing me in transparent. Back in school, each of us received five yuan during the Mid-Autumn Festival. Mi Mi spent his on snacks, while I used mine to buy us each a couple's keychain. Am I not better at managing finances? 135. On the night of Christmas 2002, it suddenly snowed, beautifully. At 1:22 AM on December 26th, Mi Mi and I emerged from the card room to see the bright white snowy world. That night, although Mi Mi lost money playing cards, he promised to sleep and wake up to buy me a camera and accompany me in photographing the snow scenery. 136. (R) Happiness lasted less than ten days. At one o'clock in the morning on December 30, 2002, after accompanying Mi Mi in playing cards, another "cold war" occurred upon leaving the card room. Mi Mi lost several consecutive rounds of cards, becoming irritable and blaming me, saying it was due to my "friend" (female menstruation), claiming I brought him bad luck, and questioning why I accompanied him all night. Previously, conflicts arose over his card-playing, where he accused me of "only wanting to lose and not handling losses well." OK! Now, even though he lost, I didn't blame him. Did he realize his mistake? Things have been good this whole year. Mi Mi has been unemployed for half a year, always talking about "future prospects," "career," and "losing money," but have you looked for work? You say working isn't promising, wanting to start your own business—a good idea! But money doesn't fall from the sky; opportunities require effort and pursuit! What's the point of talking without action? I quit my job at "Jie Xin" (formerly Motorola's after-sales service center) after suffering injustice, thinking we could both focus on doing something together. Now, we live like pigs every day (eating—sleeping—playing), spending money daily. Our annual expenses amount to twenty thousand yuan. I don't know if I should stay in Hengyang. Mi Mi is like this, and his family treats me just as indifferently. In this city, I have no relatives or friends. Recently, my mother in Yunnan called asking me to come over. I considered it. Originally, I planned to return home for New Year's Eve to get an introduction letter and register our marriage certificate with Mi Mi, but now it seems unnecessary. Can I patiently wait to find someone who treats me as well as Mi Mi does? At three o'clock in the morning, I bit Mi