I don't know how I will feel tomorrow, so I can only leave you messages now. I'm sorry for the accident that I couldn't avoid. I also wish we could go back to the old days when we used to eat, drink and have fun together. But as you know, if only life were as beautiful as the first sight. Accidents always happen unexpectedly, this time I was caught off guard too. They all say you are very beautiful, and I feel that you are destined not to be part of my life. I always thought that even without feelings, I could still try... but, haha, it was too naive. Remember the time you said 'don't fall in love with me'? It turned out to be quite prescient. That hundred yuan note you gave me at Xidan, I've never spent. I originally wanted to return it to you today, but in the end, I want to keep it as a memento. When I finally decide to spend it, maybe we can go back to the way things were, or maybe you won't care anymore. Wanting but unable to obtain, what can you do about life? I wanted to say it face-to-face, but looking at you, I really couldn't bring myself to say it, fearing I couldn't control my emotions which always come suddenly and turn out to be deep. To sum up, it's still these few things. Are you annoyed? Haha, this is the last time I'll bother you. Let me bother you a little longer. Even if you meet someone at first sight, you should wait for him to pursue you, girl. If you chase after him, he won't cherish you. What else should I say? I really want to keep writing like this forever. Don't worry about me. I also hope we can still be good friends. But I made a mistake, I need to make up for this hole. I don't want you to feel increasingly awkward in the future. After all, feelings aren't something you can just suppress, right? If it's convenient, please tell SiSi I'm sorry on my behalf. I also disturbed her life. When she scolded me straightforwardly, she always reminded me so much of you. In fact, what you want is excitement and novelty, not mediocrity and a single heart. Don't deceive yourself, and don't let the people around you have illusions anymore. I already deserve it. There's no more to say. The more I say, the more I feel I'm bothering you, and I find myself annoying too. This is really the last time I'm bothering you. Haha. I don't know when we can be like before, sitting together purely chatting about the world. How long this aftershock will continue in me is unknown. I look forward to the day it passes, maybe by then our friendship will also fade. Although I still don't understand why you oppose so firmly, it doesn't matter. I hope you will be firm with others too, don't be deceived, don't make me worry. Wish you happiness and joy every day. I don't know when I will see the old me again. Then let's say goodbye again, for an unknown length of time. See you, The three people in the picture are Lao Liu, S, and me. We were college classmates and the best of friends. At that time, we were laughing at Lao Liu's lewd gaze in this photo. Maybe there were signs back then, but none of us thought much about it. On March 18th, Lao Liu suddenly told me on QQ, "I want to tell you something." I said, "Okay, go ahead." He said, "I confessed to S, and she rejected me, firmly." I was really surprised. Not long ago, Lao Liu was chasing after Yuan Yuan, and the three of us went out and teased Lao Liu about it. Later, he told me the details of what happened. What I wrote above was the message I left for S. In the end, he said, "Maybe the three of us will never be able to go out and play together again. I feel terrible. I don't know if telling S that I liked her was a mistake. At least if I hadn't told her, we could still go out and play together and remain the best of friends." At that moment, I really didn't know what to say, nor did I know how to comfort Lao Liu. These past few days, I've also been feeling terrible, very stifled. I don't know how to console them both, or what I should do for them. Perhaps it's fate playing tricks on us.