The Night View of the Bund Author Ru Has been a long time since I last logged into Tian Long. I don't know if everything is still the same - the fighting and killing in the江湖 (jianghu, referring to the martial arts world), and the peaceful life. So, how about you? Are you still online every day, constantly leveling up, or accompanying her to catch fireflies at the West Lake at night? The happiness in front of our eyes can easily dilute the happiness we once had, let alone our not-so-solid feelings? Now I am typing these incomprehensible words, and I don't know what I feel inside, indescribable. It's sad that such things happen without any reason, but it's even sadder that we are bound by fate for this life hh Actually, I shouldn't be jealous. You originally belong to her. Although I have known you longer than she has, and although you said you love me and she is just like a younger sister to you, in the end, you married her, not me. What's ironic is that I was the one who helped arrange your wedding. Later, we became sworn siblings. We were still together fighting against evil forces and completing tasks as a team. Until your account got hacked, I said it doesn't matter, I'll help you train a new character. You said something that moved me immensely at that time: How can a small character protect you? Then you bought your current Ming Jiao character. She cried when she saw me, saying she felt like you weren't the same person anymore. I consoled her as much as I could. Then, when I logged back in, I saw that you two got married again. You asked me to increase our friendship points with you, saying that when it reaches 1000, we would become sworn siblings again. I agreed. 1000 came quickly, and we became sworn siblings again. Only becoming sworn siblings can avoid other thoughts, that's what you said. I don't have the right to blame you, because I was already married at that time. Although he never accompanied me, before he complained that my level was too low, now he only sets up a stall. I don't want him to support me, I've always been self-reliant. When I was level 80, he helped me collect the remaining few pieces of equipment, and I didn't refuse because I knew my own limitations. Before that, in order to get the level 60 mount, high-level blood sacrifice, and Jiuyin Manual, I no longer leveled up with you guys. Instead, I went into business trading non-stop day and night. After finishing my business, I would do his. While we were chatting, you were worried that I might get too bored. One time after I finished doing business, you gave me 100J and said, don't do this anymore, it's exhausting, and it breaks your heart to see me like this. 100J may not seem like much now, but back then, it was very precious to me. At that time, I only had around 10J left on me. Later, after collecting all the mounts, blood sacrifices, and Jiuyin Manuals, I started leveling up with you guys again, fighting against evil forces and completing tasks as a team. But I found myself starting to envy her, envying her for being able to enjoy your care so confidently, for being able to act spoiled and throw tantrums at you, I envied all of this. And me, all I could do was to keep an eye on your health points, because I realized that this is the only thing I can do for you that she can't. I guard this little bit of "privilege", pitiful and tragic hh I rarely log in, only on weekends. I'm graduating soon, so I'm very busy. Every time I log in, you're almost always there, asking me what I want to do. I say, let's complete the full set of tasks, T-BAG, and you immediately form a group. I say I want to do some quests because the game is lagging, and you don't hesitate to accompany me. I'm very happy. Every time we level up, I obediently help you replenish your health and sing karaoke, then quietly watch you guys fight monsters. I like having you accompany me, I like watching you struggle to deal with the monsters attacking me, I like seeing you guarding a bunch of fireflies at the West Lake, clothing storefronts, then sending messages saying, be good, come quick. But I forgot, she also likes having you accompany her, likes having you protect her, likes everything that I like h I don't know from when, whenever we two form a group alone, she will join, then incessantly ask you questions or beg you to accompany her to play; I don't know from when, whenever she argues with you or feels wronged, she finds me, calling me sister this and sister that; I don't know from when, while we brush against evil forces and complete tasks as a team, the titles above your and her heads start to become glaringly obvious. I know you don't belong to me alone, not even a little bit hh I'm used to doing tasks alone, used to finding an excuse to leave the group after she joins, used to checking what you're doing each time I log in, then check if she's with you, and decide whether to talk to you. And now, I'm already used to running to a faraway place, sitting down "watching the sky", then when you send me a message, tell you I'm lagging and just want to do some tasks alone before logging off h That time, because you didn't have a doctor, you couldn't complete the full set of tasks, so I went. She happily called out, "Sister, sister, it's been a long time!" I said yes, then didn't know what else to say. That day, I was unusually silent, just furiously adding health, not even for myself. In the end, your health was full, but I was almost dead. You told me to be careful, but I just smiled and said it's fine. You sent me a message asking what's wrong, I said nothing, but my heart hurt badly. She kept calling out, "Husband" h But she didn't do anything wrong, the mistake was mine, I shouldn't have come h So after brushing, I logged off. From that day on, I stopped playing with you. Even when you call me, I find an excuse to decline. I don't want to continue like this anymore. She's a good girl, I have no reason to hurt her, nor do I have the right to hurt her. Over time, you will forget about me. After all, this is just a game hh Yes, it's just a game hh Finally, according to international practice, thank the friends of Tian Long's Night View of the Bund. Thank you. Due to various reasons, I can only say so much. I hope those who read this article understand hh Related thematic articles: Domestic online games should not be satisfied with the three basic tricks _ Zhang Shule _ Sina Blog 10.16 Early Morning Session Friday Trend and Trading Strategy