The Night View of the Bund Author Ru Has not been on Tian Long for a long time, I don't know if everything is still the same. The fighting and killing in the Jianghu world, or the peaceful life. So, how about you? Are you still online every day, constantly leveling up, or accompanying her to catch fireflies at the night West Lake? The happiness in front of our eyes can easily dilute the happiness we once had, let alone our unstable feelings? Now I am typing these meaningless words, I don't know what I feel, can't express it clearly. There is no reason why such things happen, debt collection, there is a reason why this life is burdened hh Actually, I shouldn't be jealous, you originally belong to her, although I knew you longer than you knew her, although you said you love me, and she is just like a younger sister to you, but in the end, you married her, not me. The irony is that I became the matchmaker. Later, we became sworn siblings. We were still together, clearing out the villains, and doing the whole set. Until your account was hacked. I said it didn't matter, I would help you train a new character. You said a sentence that moved me deeply: How can a new character protect you? So you bought the current Ming Jiao character. She cried when she saw me, saying that you didn't seem like yourself anymore. I consoled her as much as I could. Then, when I logged back in, I saw that you two got married again. You asked me to train with you to increase our friendship points. When it reached 1000, we would become sworn siblings again. I agreed. It was easy to reach 1000, and we became sworn siblings again. Only by becoming sworn siblings can we have no other thoughts, that's what you said. I have no right to blame you. At that time, I was already married, even though he never accompanied me. Before, he complained that my level was too low, now he just sets up a stall. I don't want him to support me, I have always been self-reliant. He only helped me collect some equipment when I reached level 80, and I didn't refuse because I know my own limitations. Before that, in order to get the level 60 mount, advanced blood sacrifice, and Jiuyin Manual, I stopped leveling with you all, and started trading instead, day and night. After finishing my trading, I would do his. While talking with you, you were worried that I might be too bored. Once after finishing trading, you gave me 100J and said not to do it anymore, because trading is tiring and you would feel heartbroken if you see me like that. 100J may not be much now, but at that time, it was precious to me. I only had about 10J left on me at that time. Later, when I collected all the mounts, blood sacrifices, and Jiuyin Manuals, I started to level with you all again, clearing out the villains and doing the whole set. But I found that I started to envy her, envying her for being able to receive your care so confidently, for being able to act spoiled with you, for h I envy all of this. And me, all I can do is to help you watch your health points, because I realized that this is the only thing I can do for you, and she can't. I guard this little bit of "privilege", pitiful and tragic hh I rarely log in, only on weekends. I will graduate soon, so I'm very busy. Every time I log in, you are almost always there, asking what I want to do. I say the whole set, and you immediately form a team. If I say I want to do some quests because the game lags, you will accompany me without hesitation. I am very happy, every time I level up, I obediently help you all replenish your health points, then quietly watch you all kill monsters. I like you to accompany me, like seeing you work hard to solve the monsters attacking me, like seeing you guarding a bunch of fireflies at the night West Lake, then sending a message saying, come quickly, good girl. But I forgot, she also likes you to accompany her, likes you to protect her, likes everything that I like h I don't know since when, whenever we two formed a team alone, she would join, then keep pestering you with questions, or coquettishly asking you to play with her; I don't know since when, every time she argues with you, or feels wronged, she would find me, calling me sister long and short; I don't know since when, while clearing out the villains and doing the whole set together, the titles above your and her heads start to be so glaring. I know you are not mine alone, not even a bit belongs to me hh I am used to doing tasks alone, used to finding an excuse to leave the team after she joins, used to checking what you are doing and whether she is with you after logging in, then deciding whether to talk to you. And now, I am even more used to running to a faraway place, sitting there "watching the sky", then telling you that I am lagging, just want to do some tasks alone and log off h That time, because you didn't have a doctor, you couldn't do the whole set, so I went. She happily called me "sister, sister, haven't seen you for a long time". I said yes, then didn't know what to say. That day, I was unusually silent, just furiously replenishing health points, not even for myself. In the end, your health points were full, but I was almost dead. You told me to be careful, but I just smiled and said it's nothing. You sent a message asking me what's wrong, I said nothing, but my heart hurt badly, she kept calling: husband h But she did nothing wrong, the one who made a mistake is me, the one who shouldn't have come is me h So after finishing, I logged off. From that day on, I no longer leveled with you. Even if you called me, I would find an excuse to decline. I don't want to continue like this anymore. She is a good girl, I have no reason to hurt her, nor the qualification to hurt her. Over time, you will forget me, after all, this is just a game hh Yes, it's just a game hh Finally, according to international practice, thank the friends of Tian Long The Night View of the Bund. Thank you all. Due to various reasons, I can only say so much. I hope those who read this article understand hh Related thematic articles: People play games or games play people Doctor drops out because of roommate playing games reflects education problems