Heart-wrenching story!!!

by xue94fwsh on 2012-02-29 13:49:39

――Why didn't you tell me earlier that your love is waiting, in that case, I would have loved to wait for Sammi has a pair of eyes that always seem to be smiling. When she looks at someone, that person will be deeply trapped and unable to extricate themselves. Until they fall in love with her like a moth drawn to a flame. Her friends call those eyes "peach blossom eyes."

Sammi knows what a woman should pursue in her lifetime, so the man who has been by her side for three years is not Sammi's final destination. Even though Sammi also deeply loves this man, he lacks wealth, so Sammi is only willing to cohabit with him but never mentions marriage.

In fact, Sammi had long chosen the person she wanted as her future husband. Among all the people pursuing her, there is a man named Jack, who is the son of Sammi's company boss. He drives a BMW car. When Sammi first sat in his car, she knew that she wanted to secure this man for life.

When Sammi dines with Jack, her eyes are constantly on him, laughing continuously until Jack is completely enchanted. Jack cannot help but fall deeply in love with those eyes. Once again, Sammi has won. A woman's beauty is her innate wealth; Sammi has always believed this.

At night, when Sammi returns to the man's home, the man hasn't gone to sleep yet. He is sitting on the sofa, reading a magazine. When Sammi comes back, the man asks, "Have you eaten?" Sammi nods, walks up to the man, snuggles into his arms, puts aside the magazine in his hand, and kisses the man's lips.

Sammi doesn't understand why this man, who knows every single secret of her body, doesn't understand her heart.

The man tightly embraces Sammi from behind. Sammi likes this feeling. Only then does Sammi feel the man's tender heart towards her. Perhaps this is a deep kind of love, but Sammi can't bear it.

The next day, Sammi still dates Jack. Jack goes out of his way to tell jokes to make Sammi laugh until tears stream down her face, and then Jack uses his lips to kiss away the tears on Sammi's cheeks. Just as Jack is about to kiss Sammi's lips, she avoids it, and Jack pulls Sammi into his embrace. Sammi knows that Jack can no longer leave, and a cold smile appears at the corner of her mouth, as if she sees through everything.

At night, when Sammi returns home, the man is still reading a magazine, still asking if she has eaten. Sammi nods again, cuddles into the man's arms, and takes the magazine from his hands. Sammi asks the man, "If one day I leave, what will you do?" The man smiles and says, "Forget you!" Sammi frowns slightly. The man continues, "After forgetting, you will live happily, and when you are happy, I am happy too." In fact, the man has always known that Sammi could never be with him forever, no matter how much Sammi loves him.

Sammi lowers her head, and tears well up in front of her eyes. Sammi suddenly raises her head high, trying to force the tears back, but they trickle down from the corners of her eyes. The man turns off the light, not seeing this. But in the darkness, the man's hand wipes away those tears as if it had grown eyes, while Sammi remains unaware.

The man always stays by Sammi's side, even though Sammi returns later and later each night, the man still sits there, holding a magazine. Until one night, Sammi doesn't return at all. The man puts down the magazine, and a tear falls onto the cover of the magazine. He realizes that she will not come back.

Sammi wakes up on Jack's bed, resting her head on Jack's arm. Sammi suddenly discovers a trace of unfamiliarity. Losing the man's embrace feels like losing the most precious thing in life. However, Sammi still gets what she wants most: a diamond ring and a promise to become Mrs. Shen.

Sammi returns to the man's house and sees him packing his luggage. The man glances at Sammi and stops his actions.

Sammi asks, "Where are you going? Will you forget me?"

The man smiles and says, "Back to Malaysia, I've wanted to go back for a long time. Forgetting you might be impossible, but I will try. And you must forget me because only by forgetting will you find happiness, and my joy lies in your happiness."

Sammi cries, and her tearful lips kiss the man's lips. They just hold each other and kiss, and finally, Sammi collapses in the man's arms crying.

The man leaves, and Sammi doesn't see him off. Instead, she secretly buys the house where they once lived together, keeping everything exactly the same. Although the man asked Sammi to forget, no matter what, Sammi can't forget.

Every time Sammi wakes up in Jack's arms, she still feels unfamiliar, even though she has already become Jack's legitimate wife.

When Sammi returns to the house she shared with the man, she picks up the magazine the man often read and discovers that after searching the entire house, the man only reads this one magazine. Sammi suddenly realizes that she doesn't understand the man's heart at all. Reading just one magazine, waiting for just one woman to come back...

Sammi opens the magazine and finds words written on the flyleaf: "Actually, I've always known you would eventually leave. The moments when I tightly embraced you at night were the only times I truly felt happy. Actually, I know that if I insisted on telling you I love you, you might have stayed, but you certainly wouldn't have been happy. Rather than forcing you, I'd rather let you choose. If you choose, I'll leave. If you give up, I'll marry you. Then I will spend my whole life loving you and slowly grow old with you... Finally, I start to understand your choice, so I ultimately chose to leave. I hope you can forget, I hope you can be happy, and I hope you seize the real opportunity in your life..."

It was written in the man's handwriting, and Sammi's tears gently moisten the page. Page by page, she realizes that only this man truly understands her heart.

Sammi starts to suffer from insomnia. Every night, Sammi takes sleeping pills because in her dreams, she returns to the past when she was with the man. Jack treats Sammi as well as ever, but he doesn't know the story in Sammi's heart.

At night, Sammi also sits on the sofa, holding a magazine waiting for Jack to come home. It is only then that Sammi realizes that waiting is an indescribable feeling, empty and helpless. Tears suddenly flood out. She remembers how the man waited for her day by day, waiting for her to choose, waiting for her to leave. What she lost turned out to be the only true love of her life.

Thus, Sammi finally understands that this kind of love cannot withstand waiting...