A long time ago, I thought that as long as I wanted something, I could get it! So I took everything for granted!! Many years later, I finally realized that some things are still beyond your grasp no matter how hard you try~ so I learned not to expect anything!! A long time ago when I listened to "Ten Years", I wondered why Eason was always unlucky, either heartbroken or abandoned. After a long while, when I listened to "Ten Years", I saw not Eason's feelings but my own. A long time ago, when I read "Read and Adapt Online", he gave me a lot of new insights. After a long while, when I read Xia Hua Literature Network, he provided me with spiritual nourishment. A long time ago, even before I knew someone, I considered those ABCDs who were as restless as me as close friends~ I thought that clapping my hands would really make us share happiness and bear difficulties together! After a long while, when I watched them one by one leave my stage and talk about my world, I suddenly understood the concepts of time and distance. As a person, I am full of helplessness~ Therefore, I know what I did wrong in my youth. One day, I can also put aside distractions and make a new choice! Thus, I know that growing up sometimes brings unexpected harm and failure! After a long while, I found that I stopped desperately looking for the past, or maybe I really saw the future, or maybe I really didn't want to be involved in those unforgettable memories anymore. Then I found that those things that have been going on for too long gradually settled down. Then I told myself.. I'm still too young! I haven't encountered something that can make me persevere for a lifetime. Then I said let myself experience slowly. Anyway~~ Then I think as long as the world is still there and I am still here, everything has a chance to exist. Then I pray to let me stay forever. A long time ago, I wouldn't sigh at these things. After a long while, my words are full of unreadable worries. After a long while, I finally realized that I am not stagnant. It's just that those growths suddenly made me cold-hearted. I don't want to struggle between the past and the future. Even though those pasts made my eyes wet and red. Even though the carving of time makes my heart no longer clear and sharp! Even though the years go by, I must walk out of the past.........http://www.xiahuawx.com