In fact, I don't like to expose my feelings. When I'm upset, others can't see it because I bury it in my heart. Am I really born for love? So many emotional entanglements surround me. The ones who love me, I don't love them back. Actually, I have no choice but to be cruel and hurt them. As for the one I love? We've broken up several times and reconciled several times. But after each reconciliation? He still doesn't understand or cherish me. He only greets me after a long time, and most of the time, I'm the one who initiates contact. Although I may not act towards him as I do with real people, I have strong patience. Even though I miss him so much, even though I've looked at my phone countless times, even though I've dialed his number several times, I never press the send button. Is this love? I think so. Because the feeling in my heart is so intense. I once liked someone and thought I would never like anyone else in my life because I thought that was love. I tried other kinds of love, but I didn't feel that way until he came into my life. He not only brought back those feelings but made them even stronger. Only then did I realize that although those feelings were strong, they still didn't match my love for him.