It's been a long time since I last wrote a diary. Writing in my own tone and style is the most comfortable thing to do - no need to care about how many points the teacher will give, no need to worry about what rhetorical devices I used. I just want to write down what makes me happy... or unhappy...
Yesterday, I went back to Nanhai No.1 Middle School. Although my departure was not glorious and Nanhai No.1 Middle School did not bring me any honor, there is always a bond in my heart. The Guangzhou New TV Tower, after all, is where I spent three years. I will go back and take a look when I have enough confidence to hold my head up. When I left, it was gloomy, and I didn't want to go in either.
To my great surprise, I found a sticky note on my file that said "Work hard in college". I recognized your handwriting right away. Thank you, Chen Cuibing, for your encouragement. I still remember your encouragement during my entire senior year. Every time I was disappointed and didn't want to get up from the table, your note would be a great encouragement. After looking back, I realize those were the happiest days. I hope you will be fine in the future and find happiness with someone soon.
There are so many complicated feelings piled up in the corners of my heart. I know some things, some people, some emotions must wait for them to slowly rot. I once fantasized about the future so much, but when I truly stood next to her, I had no confidence at all. "Dull" would be a better description. You will always walk your own path, and I will return to my original place. I believe you will be happy in the future. There will always be different people who love and care for you. I will watch from the side, knowing that you are shining. Live well and your life should be colorful. During my three years of high school, I liked the same girl. Saying it out loud is as good as not saying it because everyone already knows. I never started anything, so there's nothing to end.
At 18, with the end-of-class bell of high school and the ringing of the university bell, countless memories linger like mist and smoke, still echoing in my heart. But we clearly know that everything has ended. Academics, emotions, are all over now. Whether happy or not, they are all feelings.
My senior year holiday was spent learning to drive and working hard at McDonald's. Without traveling, without doing the happy things I wanted to do during my senior year, I deeply realized that a man should not be so fragile. Even if you fall or get tired, you still have to stand up strong. Not for anything, because you will need to support a family in the future. Your persistence is their sky.
I have always looked forward to going to the Guangzhou TV Tower to ride the Ferris wheel. I want to see how big this world is, how small I am in comparison, and how hard I need to work for others to see my light. In Liu Qiuyan's Weibo comment, it says that only when you are strong enough will others respect you. I will remember this sentence for life: only when I am strong will others respect me. Whether you believe it or not, I will fight. Who the winner is, even if you tell me, it doesn't count.
Finally, let's end with CCB's words: Work hard in college! You too, friends!
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When I think about it, the song "Blue Sky" comes to mind.
This afternoon, I'm leaving.