I recently ended a relationship and originally planned to stay single forever, but unexpectedly, I fell in love with a beautiful new female colleague at work. I feel so distressed because I don't think I deserve her. Bejingmassage is a beautiful and sexy woman! I am 28 years old, and I just ended a frustrating relationship, regaining my single status. The last relationship made me feel very exhausted; it was only about the temporary pleasure in bed, but required both money and energy otherwise, which wasn't as relaxing as being alone. I had already decided to stay single, but a new female colleague at the company has made me restless again. Sigh, I'm now very troubled.
Recently, a new female colleague joined our company, and when I saw her, I was stunned. She completely fits my type: tall, with a great figure (I admit I am lustful), and she also has a sweet smile. So, intentionally or unintentionally, I would chat with her a bit, send some fun emoticons on MSN, and she would respond warmly. At first, I didn't have the feeling of liking her. I thought it was normal for men to enjoy chatting with beautiful women. But in the past few days, I've been thinking about her a lot. I watch her every move, find excuses to talk to her, buy her snacks, and when I see her chatting with other male colleagues, I feel inexplicably lost. I'm not stupid; I know I've fallen for her. Sigh, I feel so conflicted.
How could a beauty like her possibly like me? Although my conditions aren't bad, I still feel inferior compared to her beauty. Sigh, and what's worse is that I'm shorter than her. I am fully aware that it's like a toad wanting to eat swan meat.
These past few days, I've been in a bad mood and haven't chatted with her, and she hasn't initiated contact either, but I still pay attention to her. I want to forget her, but my feelings for her are growing deeper. Sigh, I'm so annoyed. What should I do? How can I forget her when I see her every day at work?
Brothers, help me! It's so distressing and confusing to secretly love someone!
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