Raped my girlfriend, am I despicable?

by bookmarkscjl on 2008-08-24 00:08:55

These two days, I saw a lot of confusion online about girls recounting their boyfriends making sexual demands. The replies I've seen almost unanimously accuse the boys, even going so far as to depict them as shameless individuals.

Is it really entirely like that?

Here, I just want to tell my own true story to express my thoughts.

It was during my stormy sophomore year. At that time, I was working as an assistant to the librarian at the college library, helping the librarian handle various tasks. During a very accidental recruitment for librarians, I met my sweetheart, and my first impression of her was a sudden sense of enlightenment.

Actually, my sweetheart wasn't particularly pretty and was even a bit dark-skinned. But this seemingly casual encounter guided the course of my love.

I'm not someone who believes in love at first sight, but constant interaction made me believe I had encountered true love. Thus, using work as an excuse, I sought out various reasons to create opportunities to be alone with her.

That day, I held her, even forcibly kissed her... I very seriously told her that I know what I need. I clearly saw a row of clear tears flow down her cheeks. That night, I was sleepless all night.

Later, she didn't blame me at all. My sweetheart calmly told me, "I give myself to you."

I understood in my heart that this is true love.

After that day, I suddenly became tired of various activities and started studying hard. My life began to become extremely simple, no more than two things: studying and accompanying my girlfriend, day after day.

Because I foresaw the future.

A year later, I chose to take a leave of absence, temporarily leaving my sweetheart and this school.

Finally, I went from having nothing to earning 210,000 yuan in two years. Yes, you might think it's impossible, but this is indeed what I experienced...

Oh, by the way... let me introduce a novel to everyone, written by a friend of mine. I personally think it's quite good, and I'm still looking forward to updates. It's a horror novel.

Let me briefly summarize its content:

Long Chufei's ancestors were people who buried the dead, while Long Chufei specializes in digging up graves. He joined the military at a young age but only knew how to run away. Later, he accidentally wandered into a mysterious cave and grabbed a bronze plaque in the chaos. On his escape route, he met Zhang Li. Following Zhang Li to dig up a grave, he was nearly scared to death. There are many funny things in between. Later, Zhang Li was bitten to death by a zombie. Long Chufei saved a little witch girl who discovered the mechanism on the bronze plaque. After opening it, they found the ~Ba Ji Tu~.........