It is not difficult for us to realize such a truth: sometimes we are full of hope, while other times we feel endless sadness and desolation; sometimes we are highly motivated, while other times we feel extremely dispirited. The judicial examination brings us more than just a certificate. More importantly, it teaches us the true meaning of being a person.
I dare say that no one can take it with a calm heart here, thinking that if I fail this time, I can try again next year. However, who really wants to try again next year or even the year after? These are all ways to comfort ourselves, but who can truly comfort themselves? This is not about complaining. I know that whenever we do something, we must prepare for the worst (in fact, everyone hopes to do their best and achieve ultimate success). However, failure does not necessarily bring bad things. Everything has its pros and cons. It only reflects our shortcomings...
I will not complain about anything, nor will I do meaningless things. We all have moments of feeling dispirited from time to time. As for extreme thoughts like jumping into a river, they may occasionally flash through our minds. If I have caused any annoyance, I sincerely apologize.
In my view, the judicial examination is just an exam. Passing it to become a lawyer is about pursuing a certain way of life. It's about seeking what I consider happiness: a stable job, a wonderful family, a grateful heart, and a healthy body. A pleasant and fulfilling day every single day.
The reason I resigned was also because I wasn't happy.
We shouldn't live just for the sake of the judicial examination. I hope everyone can understand how I feel. I also hope netizens won't criticize me. I send you all my deepest blessings. I wish you all have joyful days, pass the judicial examination, and find your own happiness.