Dear, if one day I really disappear

If one day I really disappear, will you go crazy looking for me and then feel sad because you can't find me???

If one day I really disappear, will you click on my space countless times to see the traces I left???

If one day I really disappear, will you carefully read every article in my space and then understand how much I cherished you at that time???

If one day I really disappear, will you suddenly wake up in the middle of the night, thinking about me until you cry uncontrollably???

If one day I really disappear, will you keep QQ open every day waiting for me, and when you see a friend come online, your heart beats fast because you think it's me???