The beauty that has been missed

I always wanted to write something for her, but due to my limited writing skills, I haven't written anything for a long time. However, today I finally decided to write something to commemorate those special days. She is from the same county as us, though from different towns, they are adjacent, which gave me some comfort. I heard from her high school classmates that she had excellent academic performance in high school and she was an outgoing girl, which made me feel inferior and seemed to think there was a great distance between us. Now when I look back, I realize I was wrong; it was my lack of confidence in myself. In class, she was the center of attention, the role model in the eyes of her classmates, the hope in the eyes of teachers, and the pride of the teacher. In short, she was too perfect. But there is no such thing as a perfect person in this world. Gold is never quite pure, and no man is perfect. But I thought she was very close to that level, although the emotional factors played a heavy proportion, I inclined to that perception.