The wind brushed past my ears, sitting cross-legged and thinking of you with a heart as deep and quiet as the sea. It was a pleasant feeling to listen to a sunny boy talking. We fell in love, making it hard for my classmates, even myself, to believe it was true. But dear, why aren't you by my side? Time and again I woke up from nightmares, eyes wide open in terror, arms instinctively hugging tight, wishing you were there to soothe my restless heart. Some say there's no longer true love in this world, which is why many people don't have children after marriage, always prepared for divorce.
"Ying, alright, I allow you, but I really don't get used to... I..." "Qin, me too." At this point, Yulan had already found her true love, deeply fallen into the river of love. "If I come to find you and you don't see me, I'll turn around and leave," he said. Later on, I discovered this feeling had turned into a desire, constantly devouring my heart. Each time, I would use reason to warn myself not to indulge like this. But all things are not as easy as imagined. Every night when it's quiet, dragging my tired body back home, I wish I could hear his caring and loving words just like before. They played together every day, their cheerful laughter often heard in the farmyard. Days spent together were sweet, filled with the scent of happiness.
Waking up very early in the morning, lying in bed unwilling to get up, I turned on the old recorder next to my bed. There can be many reasons for loving someone, but not loving someone only needs one reason. The cassette tape was new, and the whole room was filled with Liangliang's melancholy voice.
Tears kept streaming down my eyes
Thinking about our past, my heart hurts so much
Every word you said has pierced my heart
I want to cherish this relationship
But you have already left me
Dear, don't leave
My heart is full of thoughts of you
Leaving this sorrowful place
Still cannot escape the days of loving you, missing you, dreaming of you
Dear, don't leave me
My heart is full of thoughts of you
How to live through these lonely days
Dear, don't leave me
I've always liked this song, not sure if it's because of the melody or purely because of the lyrics. He once told me, love is a kind of acceptance! He said let me learn to love, don't speak lightly of love!
I believe what he said is right, maybe I really don't know how to love yet! What he needs is a girl who can give him love, and is also worth his love. Neither of us made any promises, neither of us crossed that beautiful boundary line. I think it exists in our hearts.
Of course, I passed the exam, relying on my own strength, how could I not reach the standard? They still sat in the little house near the windmill, looking out the window at the gloomy sky. But I could never do that to you, I know every smile in my life will only be for the person I deeply love.
I carefully looked back, we never had any conversation, not even in those innocent years did we say much. The belief that supported me at the time included my mother's comfort and teaching, and on the other hand, your help. In my world, there are only two people alive: you and me, forever there will be no third person. Outsiders might mistakenly think I'm unique, the look of despair on my face protests: No, absolutely not! When everyone takes the bus, I need to show some chivalry, when everyone eats and drinks something, I need to...
Such a smart and devoted woman couldn't avoid being abandoned, let alone someone as ordinary and clumsy as me. "He listened calmly and said, 'Decide your own affairs.' I know you always want me to be happy. Tell them that document is 7871092mm. Originally, it should have been natural for you to hold one end and pass it to me, but unfortunately: in the moment my hand was about to take it but hadn't yet, I unintentionally noticed that you handed over the document upside down. I merely wanted to turn the document right side up while receiving it directly, but unfortunately touched your hand! They said I deliberately held your hand! NO! NO! By heaven and earth, absolutely not! I solemnly declare: Absolutely not like that! Moreover, only the first two joints of my middle finger and ring finger touched the nail covers of her ring finger and little finger."
The former me was too weak, always unable to speak out loud what's in my heart. Now I've decided to change, this time I will take action to pursue you.