It's already the second half of my junior year. How fast! There aren't many professional courses left. Information Management and Information Systems major? Honestly, I feel like I know nothing. Professional courses? They're just things in books, my brain can neither hold them nor contain them. For three and a half years at university, I've been doing nothing, achieving nothing. Every day, I stay in the library, either surfing the Internet, reading novels, playing on my phone, or sleeping... In this way, the library is really a good place, and it's warm too. But such a life is really boring and helpless. It's always raining in the spring in Shanghai. I used to say that I liked the rain, but I haven't said that for a long time. I really hate this kind of weather. If it's going to rain, please let it rain heavily and finish once and for all. Why must it be like a little girl, so hesitant, drizzling continuously. I don't know when it started, but my life has become irregular. I sleep poorly at night and don't want to get up in the morning. On rainy days, I stay in the library all day, whether it's because I didn't bring an umbrella or because I'm too lazy, I just don't want to go out. But the one who suffers is always myself. At home, my parents would tirelessly call me to get up and eat lunch every noon. I had to endure their yelling until they couldn't do anything with me, then they would helplessly say: "Eat first, then sleep," and I would unwillingly crawl out of bed. Besides the warmth in the quilt, I secretly read novels in it. Now that school has started, no one calls me, but I am willing to get up obediently. Humans are really strange creatures. However, eating is still irregular. Not going to the cafeteria, not going to the Black Street, I can only go to the supermarket to buy some bread. After a week, everything I see looks like bread, how sad, I miss home. In the second week, I stopped eating bread and started eating buns from Hao Le Ci. After eating at 9:30 every day, I don't need to have lunch. After finishing an afternoon class, I eat something, and I don't need to have dinner. Haha~ This is my life. I ate a lot during the winter break at home, but my weight didn't change much. Now at school, I think I really have no choice. I don't want to get thinner, but I feel helpless. Maybe if someone hears me say this, a lot of people will deeply despise me. However, I find that most girls at ECUST are pretty thin. Whether it's summer or winter, you can always see various thin legs on the road. I used to see snow-white thighs all year round when I was in the first year, but recently I haven't seen them anymore. Sigh, I won't say more. Let me recommend a novel I like to everyone, "Campus All-Round Expert". If it's convenient to surf the Internet, you can also visit http://www.pinwj.com. It's very clean, without any advertisements. Although I didn't intern, I did send out resumes and received some interview notifications. I remember there were several big companies, like Sony, but why did my military training fall in the summer of sophomore year? So it's over. As for Intel, I felt the major wasn't suitable, so I didn't want to go to the interview. Siemens, on the other hand, was quite suitable in terms of major. But they said they wanted me to program. To be honest, I could barely understand the program, let alone develop software. Regarding SAP, it was a telephone interview. They asked if I knew VB. I said a little. VBA? Never heard of it. Java and C? Learned but not proficient. Even I felt my answers were hard to accept. But I really couldn't tell the HR that I know everything they said, whether it's technical support or software development, give me a computer and I'll make it happen. So as expected, there was no follow-up. Actually, I'm really confused about my own abilities. What should I say? Maybe I'm not as bad as I told them, but I'm really not as good as they originally thought I should be. But exaggerating how good I am, I really can't say it out loud. But if I don't say it, I can't even get into the company. If I say it and then tell them I don't know after getting in, how will they look at me? Maybe I'm too silly. Just for an internship, why make it so difficult for myself? Everyone will blow themselves up during the interview, then get the internship certificate afterward. So confusing, I don't know what to do? Another reason I can't go out for an internship is that my campus is in the suburbs, the suburbs of the suburbs, without a subway. It takes one to two hours to get downtown. By the time I go out and come back, it's dark outside. But this isn't a big problem. I can just live outside. Tomorrow, the postgraduate entrance examination results will be released, and there will be happy and sad families again. Regarding postgraduate studies, from a female perspective, I will not and cannot take the exam. All my memories since childhood are in school. If I graduate from undergraduate at 22 and from graduate school at 25, a woman's youth is gone. Work in a company for two or three years, then get married and have children, and life is over. Wow~ comes and goes in a hurry. Personally, I wouldn't take the postgraduate exam just to do research. The only possibility is to find a better job. But compared to a master's degree, three years of work experience seems more valuable to me. Talking about the salary level of these two, the salary level of an undergraduate working for three years should be higher than that of a newly graduated postgraduate, right? Some people want to take the postgraduate exam, probably because they don't want to enter society and stay in this ivory tower until old age. Teaching in a university has good welfare and stability, but I don't like it. I'm not saying that taking the postgraduate exam is bad, just that it may not be worth it. Perhaps for some engineering students, they need some more advanced skills. But for us business majors, those so-called business acumen should be accumulated in practice, right? However, perhaps another reason for financial students to take the postgraduate exam is to gain more professional skills, so they can better engage in work. The pressure in the financial industry is really high. Besides some basic professional knowledge, they should also have stronger data analysis capabilities. Anyway, I probably won't take the postgraduate exam. Finding a job is the key. A software development supervisor from Siemens told me that for undergraduates like me who haven't graduated yet, practice is actually very important. Like doing project small designs, developing software or systems, all these can add color to your resume. Okay, should I carry a computer with me everywhere? Well, this is a very heavy physical labor. But apparently, if I carry a computer, I should have no time to do academic stuff, right? It's also confusing. The weather outside is still very "gloomy". When I returned to school a few days ago, I saw her foot seemed a little limping, so I kindly asked, and she replied that she dropped a knife on her foot while cutting vegetables at home. I stupidly said, "Impossible!" And then I was deeply despised again. Am I still that silly and innocent person? Spring has come, and the hibernation season should be over. With 3-4 days off each week, if I don't intern, I might as well move forward my travel plan for senior year~ Remember a sentence, if you want to travel, just go. I believe I should be able to fix my sense of direction. The first stop of my solo trip: Wuhan University Cherry Blossom Festival. Related theme articles: The third year of university