Before I lost my hands, I would certainly give you the last hug, firmly feeling your heartbeat.
But I was wrong, I was wrong, I was completely wrong...
After the welcoming ceremony, the sky was clear and sunny; but my heart was closed in darkness. For no reason, I thought of the sixth day of the first lunar month, it's been how many months; the rain in my heart still hasn't stopped; those stories that made me happy yet sorrowful...
After I lost everything; there was only one voice left; I could only slightly bite your ear and then whisper **I... love... you! From beginning to end!!!!!! 4:22 201152
Since February 11th, I became more serious, stronger, and inexplicable; I want to listen but can't; I want to touch but can't; I want to reminisce but can't; I originally thought I really had such a broad mind, the past is over; new life has a new beginning.
If before I go blind I must see you one last time, deeply engraving you in my memory;
Even though you're right beside me, I feel so distant; when I look up I can see you, why is my vision blurred?? I can't hear with my side ear; but why do I only hear other people's voices; should I be able to feel the exchange between hearts, whether it's blocked or not? Since school started, your attitude towards me has changed so much; I don't know why after this winter vacation our lives have changed so drastically; I am truly somewhat uneasy!
When I lose my hearing; I will definitely ask you to speak one last time, letting your voice swirl in my ears and never fade away...
In this period of time later, I was slowly decaying; I didn't dare face reality; I didn't dare wake up; I didn't dare stay calm; because I would think of her!
On February 12th, I drank Baijiu for the first time; it wasn't high alcohol content, only 35 degrees, but for someone who has never drunk Baijiu before, it was quite a challenge; as expected, I got drunk; I got thoroughly drunk; when I returned to the dormitory, I vomited a lot! Taking advantage of the courage given by the alcohol, I went to the third floor to find **! His attitude towards me was still so cold; I kept begging her not to leave me; because I always felt she was a good girl; I like her! I don't want to miss her like this.
Tomorrow is May Day; from tomorrow on, I will perk up; I will find myself again! **, I love you; I will always bless you; your happiness is my joy!!! Actually, I really want to tell you:
Before I lose my sense of smell, I will definitely take in every scent of yours one last time; filling my respiratory tract and lungs,
On May 11th, 2011, that day's sky was special; the previous two days' storms and thunder welcomed spring.
Before I lose my legs, I must kneel in front of you once; making you feel disgusted and leave!