Recently, I changed my job, shop61795018.taobao.com. I don't know if my decision is right or not, or maybe there is no right or wrong, it's just the road each person walks on their own. The new company is very strict, but the working atmosphere is great. Everyone is doing their best to do their own things. For someone like me who has no experience in television, this creates a huge pressure unconsciously. On the other hand, it's also a kind of test. The little boy who came with me is almost unable to hold on. Innocent people receive mysterious death messages one by one. I hope I won't regret my decision, and even if I do, I have to keep going. I can't always run away. I'm a very stubborn person. Often, I won't have direct conflicts with others, but deep down, it's hard to change. I don't know if this is a flaw or an advantage. My mother said my rebellious period has just arrived!
Today, I'm not in the mood, March 2nd, 2011. I'm not in the mood to work, not in the mood to eat, not in the mood to think about anything. It might be because I've been staying up late these past few days. I really feel old. A few years ago, I often stayed up all night and didn't feel anything the next day. This year, every time I stay up, I need a few days to recover. Both physically and mentally exhausted, is it because of the high pressure? Is it because there are more things in my heart? I gradually realized that I have a lot on my shoulders. I always thought of myself as a child, but now even the post-85s have entered society. I really feel pressured. And now children are very understanding and mature, which makes me, who has a childlike mentality, have to pretend to be an adult.
Today, in the horoscope section of the magazine, it says that love is in an unhealthy ambiguous state, which made me a bit nervous. I know, I know, I know everything. For him, he can only appear in my dreams, far away. Mr. Wei said that every girl is a rib, and needs to find the suitable body. If the body is too big, I will easily fall off. If the body is too small, I will easily hurt others. Suitability is the most important thing. I haven't given up and am still looking, but whose rib am I? Liking someone shouldn't be intuitive, right? I can't control my inner feelings, divination with dominoes, but I can control my behavior. I like you, but it has nothing to do with you! I hope all the sisters around me can be happy. As we get older, we need a stable happiness. No matter what your purpose is, you should have such a person to accompany you. Sometimes warmth is something you give yourself, like when you're cold, you let your left hand hold your right hand, that simple and real warmth.