I'm wrong again. Why can't I control myself?

by shazhuzhu on 2010-10-17 20:30:39

There are many people who break their promises, but I don't want to be one of them. I've said before that I wouldn't watch those meaningless TV series anymore because they felt boring. But today, I watched again and realized how foolish I am for not being able to control myself. Am I really that stupid? Moreover, I just finished watching the entire series, including the ending. I've decided to uninstall QQ Live and other video streaming software from my computer. Although I used to watch these shows before, I didn't care about them as much as I do now. Lately, I've been spending over a day watching just one TV series. If I start watching, I feel like my computer never gets a rest.

Another TV series has come to an end, and once again, I've broken my promise. I was wrong, deeply wrong. Why? Because of poor self-control and lack of proper time management. I'm conflicted, and I want to resolve this conflict so that this won't happen in the future.

I didn't write in my diary last night, which makes me feel very guilty. I didn't even sleep well without writing it. Actually, I did plan to write, but around 10 PM, my dad told me to go to bed. There's nothing I can do; kids have to listen to adults at home, especially when it's my dad. Yesterday, I spent all day working on my blog, finally completing http://www.liuerchuang.com, Liu Er Chuang's Blog. Honestly, it looks terrible and amateurish, but what can I do? I'm not a good-looking person either, and there's a saying: "People match people, pigs match pigs." So, this clumsy person matches this clumsy blog, hehe. People are born with certain limitations, and some things just can't be learned well. I feel that personal blogs don't need to look too fancy; as long as you can write on it, that's fine.

Since I didn't study well from a young age, my writing isn't great either. If anyone reads my articles, it might satisfy my vain sense of accomplishment a little. Hehe, just joking. This morning, I woke up pretty early, around 8 AM. From now on, I want to go to bed early and wake up early to stay healthy. That would be great, wouldn't it? I hope everyone else also gets enough rest. Now, I'm off to chat in the group.

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