I enjoyed being with you afterwards. There is true love behind us. Perhaps there are rain and waves in the sea of hatred, but I just want peace without wings. I'm afraid that if we separate, your boat will sway back and forth. If I close my eyes and savor it, your love began to surround me afterward. Those were wonderful times. My dear little prince~~ I love you!!
Yes, our path of happiness continues. The straightening of small things will make us walk more resolutely, understand each other better, and cherish each other more, making the future even more beautiful.
Finally, I must sincerely say sorry to my beloved. Everything stems from my fault, my ignorance, my immaturity. But for these past few days, no, actually these past three years, I have realized what I truly need, what I truly desire, and what I truly want to cherish. Hmm, don't pretend to be clueless; it's you, isn't it?~
Don't let old resentment delay early marriage. The feelings for you have once again become so intense. I really want to love you well, play with you, share life's difficulties with you, all the beauties and hardships. Truly, if I can face them with you, that is happiness. Facing them together with you, nothing ahead is a problem anymore. Hehe. We now understand each other's needs and appeals better. Let's take another step forward~ Thank this trial. Happiness lies ahead!
Let's record this dialogue. What difficulty can we not overcome?
Okis Lin Wei said (19:37):
Yao Chenglong,
Yao Chenglong said (19:38):
Eh eh
Okis Lin Wei said (19:38):
I think you haven't liked me for a long time.
Yao Chenglong said (19:38):
Not at all...
Okis Lin Wei said (19:39):
I also feel that we are not like ordinary couples.
Yao Chenglong said (19:39):
Why?
Okis Lin Wei said (19:39):
We don't say mushy words.
Yao Chenglong said (19:39):
Do we not?
Okis Lin Wei said (19:40):
For example,
Yao Chenglong said (19:40):
What kind of mushy words do you mean... Tell me.
Okis Lin Wei said (19:41):
Like metaphorical sentences or something. The kind you used to say, which made me feel mushy.
Yao Chenglong said (19:41):
Oh oh... Did you say any?
Okis Lin Wei said (19:41):
No, so I feel abnormal.
Yao Chenglong said (19:41):
... hehe
Okis Lin Wei said (19:43):
When we don't necessarily need to, we lack sufficient communication.
Yao Chenglong said (19:43):
What should we do then?
Okis Lin Wei said (19:43):
Just keep sending goodnight messages every night to bring warmth.
Yao Chenglong said (19:44):
Oh oh... What should we do? Are these important?
Okis Lin Wei said (19:44):
So, you didn't like me long ago, right? Your feelings for me might have been just out of obligation.
Yao Chenglong said (19:44):
According to what you're saying... Haven't you never liked me?
Okis Lin Wei said (19:45):
It's very important. I originally thought it wasn't significant. But with someone who doesn't like me, I can't figure out how to interact with them.
Yao Chenglong said (19:45):
According to what you're saying... Haven't you never liked me?
Okis Lin Wei said (19:45):
Hmm...
Yao Chenglong said (19:45):
Is it like that?
Okis Lin Wei said (19:46):
There is some liking...
Okis Lin Wei said (19:46):
I am relatively reserved...
Yao Chenglong said (19:46):
I am also quite reserved.
Okis Lin Wei said (19:46):
You have already fled.
Yao Chenglong said (19:47):
Where did I flee?
Okis Lin Wei said (19:47):
Hehe. I still keep those letters.
Yao Chenglong said (19:47):
Oh oh oh
Okis Lin Wei said (19:47):
Seeing them makes me heartbroken.
Yao Chenglong said (19:48):
Why?
Okis Lin Wei said (19:49):
Because you're not the same person as before. You've naturally included me as part of you, so you no longer spend excessive effort on loving or flattering me.
Okis Lin Wei said (19:49):
And you no longer see my merits.
Yao Chenglong said (19:50):
Why has it come to this?
Okis Lin Wei said (19:50):
I don't know, maybe because we've gotten too used to each other.
Yao Chenglong said (19:50):
What should we do?
Okis Lin Wei said (19:51):
I would ask why you no longer send touching letters, why you no longer write poems, why you no longer care about what I do daily, why you no longer get jealous when I talk to many people... You would say that those things you originally didn't like doing, that you're not that kind of person.
Okis Lin Wei said (19:52):
I also feel that you're not that kind of person, so why force you.
Okis Lin Wei said (19:53):
I know forcing won't work. When fate comes, it's there. When it goes, pushing hard won't help either.
Yao Chenglong said (19:53):
Actually, I still care about you a lot.
Yao Chenglong said (19:53):
Being with you, many times, I feel happy.
Okis Lin Wei said (19:53):
But I can no longer feel it, do you know?
Okis Lin Wei said (19:53):
You've completed every task I wanted you to help me with.
Yao Chenglong said (19:53):
Because you've also gotten used to it.
Okis Lin Wei said (19:54):
Each time, I sincerely thank you for being by my side during my difficult times.
Okis Lin Wei said (19:55):
But I feel that it's your sense of responsibility as a person, not because you like me and want to protect me.
Yao Chenglong said (19:55):
Accompanying you during tough times was originally my duty.
Okis Lin Wei said (19:56):
But where is the sign that you like me?
Yao Chenglong said (19:56):
Who likes accompanying someone to see a doctor?
Yao Chenglong said (19:56):
Because I like you, I take responsibility for you. Also, playing together is fun.
Okis Lin Wei said (19:56):
Just because we've been together for so long, you have a sense of responsibility, right?
Yao Chenglong said (19:57):
Liking leads to responsibility.
Yao Chenglong said (19:57):
I started taking responsibility since I became your boyfriend.
Okis Lin Wei said (19:58):
I don't know, whatever you say goes. It's all your inner thoughts.
Yao Chenglong said (19:58):
What kind of life do you ultimately want?
Okis Lin Wei said (19:58):
Are you sure you like me because you care? Not because you've invested so much in me that you can't let go?
Yao Chenglong said (19:59):
What investment?
Okis Lin Wei said (19:59):
Emotion, money, energy.
Yao Chenglong said (20:00):
Isn't that all sunk cost?
Okis Lin Wei said (20:00):
Hehe, I don't understand.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:00):
Just that, if it's not because of liking, staying together won't last long.
Yao Chenglong said (20:00):
I like you, I like you.
Unless you don't like me.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:02):
What I want is for two people to care for each other, only for each other. To bring each other happiness and happiness, to have happiness beyond personal dreams, to firmly reject all temptations. Not wanting harm, just simply living happily until old age.
Yao Chenglong said (20:02):
That's a vision, not life. Life is specific.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:02):
Life needs a vision.
Yao Chenglong said (20:03):
I'll ask you specifically.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:04):
I am very perceptive, so whether you like or dislike me, changes in your attitude towards me, I easily notice. Let me feel your passion for liking.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:04):
A determination to strive for each other's happiness.
Yao Chenglong said (20:04):
Hmm.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:04):
Not determination, sorry, I meant mood.
Yao Chenglong said (20:05):
Hmm hmm.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:05):
You wasted a small mood of mine... I am very hurt.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:05):
All non-money...~~....
Yao Chenglong said (20:05):
Money isn't important, right? Hehe.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:06):
My mood has been severely impacted~~~
Yao Chenglong said (20:06):
That's temporary.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:06):
Sigh, if only you had my awakening.
Yao Chenglong said (20:06):
What awakening?
Okis Lin Wei said (20:06):
Send a bouquet of flowers to my house on my birthday.
Yao Chenglong said (20:07):
Hehe...
Okis Lin Wei said (20:07):
Give me two tickets to somewhere for a trip.
Yao Chenglong said (20:07):
Will do in the future...
Okis Lin Wei said (20:07):
Almost too heavenly talented.
Yao Chenglong said (20:07):
Hehe...
Okis Lin Wei said (20:07):
Forget it, I don't believe you will.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:08):
When our emotions were good, I asked for a surprise, but in the end, there was none.
Yao Chenglong said (20:08):
I'm not good at this.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:08):
Your bright eyes seem wrong, always unwilling to buy gifts for me openly.
Yao Chenglong said (20:09):
Are my eyes wrong...
Okis Lin Wei said (20:09):
Not being good at something is an advantage. I wouldn't expect you to do it, but if you really did, that would be moving.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:10):
Actually, I think your eyes are pretty good... Better than Xiao Chen Xiang and Ling Su male friends...
Yao Chenglong said (20:10):
Why... How can you tell?
From which aspect of eyesight...
Okis Lin Wei said (20:10):
I forgot you gave me a pink necklace.
Yao Chenglong said (20:10):
Did you wear it only once?
Okis Lin Wei said (20:10):
You gave me a jigsaw puzzle of myself.
Yao Chenglong said (20:10):
Did you find it dull from the start?
Yao Chenglong said (20:11):
Never played it, right...
Okis Lin Wei said (20:11):
Also gave me a string of beads worn on my wrist.
Yao Chenglong said (20:11):
They rusted.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:11):
I didn't retrieve them to play with...
But I felt my photo was dull...
Yao Chenglong said (20:11):
At that time, I couldn't find any of your photos.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:12):
The beads were a scam because you were too naive, they said putting them in saltwater would work... I tried, seemed like it didn't, so I stopped.
Yao Chenglong said (20:12):
Oh oh, seems like hot in summer cold in winter.
Yao Chenglong said (20:12):
What the seller said...
Okis Lin Wei said (20:12):
That pink necklace, I actually thought it looked nice, but I couldn't wear necklaces like that... Would get heat rash@@
Yao Chenglong said (20:13):
Yeah... None of the things I bought were ever valued by you.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:13):
Hehe, there was, the puzzle is placed in the highest spot in my house.
Highest treatment.
Yao Chenglong said (20:13):
... Covered in dust, right?
Okis Lin Wei said (20:13):
Still good, my mom often cleans it.
So it's fine.
Yao Chenglong said (20:14):
Oh.
Yao Chenglong said (20:14):
Hehe.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:14):
By the way,
There was also a bouquet of flowers.
Yao Chenglong said (20:14):
What?
Okis Lin Wei said (20:15):
Were these things from freshman year?
The first bouquet you gave me.
Yao Chenglong said (20:15):
I sent three bouquets at once.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:15):
Hmm, the first two were actually my requests...
Yao Chenglong said (20:15):
Oh oh.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:16):
I wonder if we're both too practical...
Yao Chenglong said (20:16):
Hehe.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:16):
Causing life to lack much joy and romance...
Okis Lin Wei said (20:16):
Looking back, the freshman-year you was still working hard to give gifts...
Yao Chenglong said (20:16):
This kind of thing should start with women...
Yao Chenglong said (20:17):
Joy, romance, expression.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:17):
Back then, it turned into me wanting something, and you accompanying me to buy it... Although the quality of the gift improved a lot... Haha.
Yao Chenglong said (20:17):
Hahaha.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:18):
How to say, we were too ourselves... I worked hard not to make you do things you were unwilling to do, and on the other hand, I was also self-centered... Making it seem like I understood you well.
Yao Chenglong said (20:19):
Isn't that good?
Okis Lin Wei said (20:19):
Gradually, the way we interacted became more like roommates rather than lovers.
Yao Chenglong said (20:20):
Actually, to do things the other party is less willing to do, one should put in a bit more effort, right?
Okis Lin Wei said (20:20):
Lovers, perhaps need to do some things they originally wouldn't for the other party.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:20):
Your sentence is so long... I can't understand.
Yao Chenglong said (20:21):
The meaning is to make the other party's originally unwilling actions less unwilling.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:21):
Right.
Yao Chenglong said (20:21):
For the other person, you need to try harder.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:21):
Hehe.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:22):
So now I think you haven't liked me for a long time... I just don't feel you doing things you originally wouldn't for me.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:22):
Things you wouldn't do, you still won't do.
Yao Chenglong said (20:22):
That's because you haven't pushed me to feel these things could be less difficult...
Okis Lin Wei said (20:23):
Is that so?
Yao Chenglong said (20:23):
Help me do it.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:23):
I actually have...
Yao Chenglong said (20:23):
Where?
Okis Lin Wei said (20:23):
I have shared outside the school...
Yao Chenglong said (20:23):
What?
Okis Lin Wei said (20:24):
One hundred exciting big events that move people, like what moves children and lovers...
Many seem simple...
Yao Chenglong said (20:24):
Oh oh...
Okis Lin Wei said (20:24):
Didn't you see?
Yao Chenglong said (20:24):
No.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:24):
Yeah.
Yao Chenglong said (20:24):
This help is too indirect.
Okis Lin Wei said (20:24):
Then if I directly give it to you, wouldn't it be