Lonely Dream: The sky gradually darkens, and the hustle and bustle of the day finally comes to a rest. Night is unusually quiet, even the stars are hidden away. My thoughts, like tangled ropes, make my heart grow colder. I always enjoy being alone in tranquility, cherishing that peace, liking the company of loneliness, and walking with solitude... The sound of the night wind seems clearer. I often console myself that time can make one forget everything, time can change everything, but as time passes, I haven't forgotten anything, instead, the longing grows stronger. A deep sigh escapes me, I wonder if you're doing well far away?
If it's because of loneliness and emptiness that I go online, then what the internet brings is more loneliness and emptiness - inexplicable waiting, inexplicable longing, and inexplicable sadness and tears. Everything is an illusion. I often make promises unintentionally, which quickly become indefensible mistakes. I hate myself, blame myself, is it because of my ignorance? I wish I could turn into a tree, unafraid of wind, rain, or the coming of darkness, standing firm through storms, waiting for the moment when the sun shines brightly again.
I once admired the vastness of the ocean, yearned for the expanse of the blue sky, watching the clouds drift by, seeing birds fly freely in the air without worries or troubles. Suddenly, I feel how small I am, for the first time realizing how fragile and helpless life can be... yet also how resilient. The beauty that life reveals is so great... I'm deeply moved!
I often reminisce about the past, only to find many things have already left me behind, like friends - there are gains and losses, gatherings and partings. Every friend is worth cherishing, every emotion worth holding on to, no matter where tomorrow may be, they all become the most beautiful memories of life.