Lonely Dream: The sky gradually darkens, and the hustle and bustle of the day finally comes to a rest. Night is eerily quiet, even the stars have hidden away. My thoughts twist like tangled ropes, making my heart grow colder. I always enjoy being alone in silence, cherishing that tranquility, getting used to keeping loneliness as a companion, walking with solitude... The sound of the night wind seems clearer. I often console myself that time can make me forget everything, that time can change everything. But as time goes by, I haven't forgotten anything. Instead, my longing grows stronger. A deep sigh escapes me, I wonder if you are doing well far away?
If one says that it's because of loneliness and emptiness that they go online, then what the internet brings is more loneliness and emptiness, inexplicable waiting, inexplicable longing, strange sadness, tears, all of it an illusion. I always unintentionally make promises, only for them to quickly turn into undeniable mistakes. I hate myself, blame myself, maybe it's my ignorance? I wish I could become a tree, unafraid of wind, rain, or the coming of darkness. No matter the storm, I would stand strong in my place, waiting for the moment when the sun shines brightly again.
I once admired the vastness of the sea, yearned for the expanse of the blue sky, watching the clouds drift leisurely, seeing birds fly freely in the air without worry or sorrow. Suddenly, I feel how small I am, for the first time realizing how fragile and helpless life can be... yet also how resilient. The beauty revealed in life is so great... I am deeply moved!
I often reminisce about the past, only to find many things have already left me, like friends - some gained, some lost, some gathered, some scattered. Every friend is worth cherishing, every emotion worth lingering on. Regardless of where tomorrow leads, they all become the most beautiful memories of life.