4693 Read the entire novel, thank you for your support all along! I believe with you guys, I can do better.) It's not like that, today seems particularly strange... "Uh, I..." When I couldn't help but want to speak, Zheye suddenly turned around and hugged me gently, saying: "Don't move, don't talk. Just let me hold you quietly, okay?" Although his voice was very calm, it carried a faint sadness. I don't know why he is always so sad sometimes. He is handsome, admired by many women, has a good family, Aunt Lan's family conditions are also good, and she only has him as her son, who has always been very indulgent towards him. So, why is Zheye always so sad? Sometimes, I really don't know what he is thinking about inside, what kind of things would make him become so melancholy? Suddenly, I wanted to understand what he is thinking inside. But, is that possible? At this moment, a thought flashed through my mind, Zheye must be troubled by the girl he secretly loves. That's right, he has liked her for more than ten years, but they cannot be together. I don't know what the girl looks like. I don't know where the girl is now, and I haven't seen Zheye chat on the phone or anything like that. To me, Zheye is becoming more and more mysterious. I really want to understand Zheye, right now, I have an impulse to deeply understand him. Suddenly, I also envied the girl that Zheye secretly loves. Why can that girl be so happy, having such a great guy secretly loving her for more than ten years. And he thinks about her every day. I think that girl must be very excellent and very gentle. That's something I can't compare to, I am so willful, so unreasonable... Sigh... What kind of boy is Zheye actually? Although I didn't like him before, I have to admit that Zheye is excellent. This is an undeniable fact. Looking at him, seeming so fragile, I feel a bit sorry, truly sorry... He wants to just quietly hug me, then let him quietly hold me. I don't know how much time has passed, when Zheye finally lets go of me, my heart suddenly feels like something has been taken away. Was he just imagining me as the goddess in his heart? Was I just a substitute? But, why do these thoughts suddenly appear in my mind? Some things I don't quite understand... Could it be that I have fallen for this annoying guy? It's impossible, so why does my heart feel so uncomfortable when I'm considered a substitute? Thinking carefully, regardless of whether I've fallen for him or not, being a substitute makes everyone feel uncomfortable. Besides, I am a little envious of that girl. "What's wrong?" Zheye's words brought me back from my thoughts. I looked up, Zheye was sitting down, looking down at me, his sexy thin lips slightly curled up into a very nice smile. His expression was completely different from before, the sorrowful look earlier had been entirely replaced by his current sunny and handsome smile. For some reason, after seeing his sunny and handsome smile, my mood suddenly improved, and those questions from before no longer mattered. "Why are you staring at me like this? Don't you recognize me anymore?" Zheye smiled faintly at the corner of his mouth and said to me. "Hehe, no, because you're handsome, isn't it fine?" I scratched my hair awkwardly, got up from the bed, and said. "Where are you going?" As I walked towards the door, Zheye's gentle yet seductive voice came from behind me. "Uh, I'm going back to my room to wash my face." I didn't turn around, but spoke facing away from him. Suddenly, I felt like the air was frozen, making me almost suffocate. How could I feel this way? This strange feeling... "Oh, then you hurry up, I'll wait for you to eat." Zheye's lazy voice echoed again from behind me. After hearing his words, I walked away without looking back... After returning to my room, I closed the door, locked it, and leaned against the door weakly, my heart pounding... Recalling the morning and now, in just half a day, I seemed to have become a different person. Especially my feelings towards Zheye, they have completely changed. Originally, I disliked him a lot, but now I actually don't dislike him anymore. In the morning, I even felt heartache for him. I really don't understand, when I saw his wound inflamed again and his body so hot, my heart hurt so much... Suddenly, my head started hurting so badly, it felt like my whole head was going to explode... I held my head tightly, not wanting it to burst, but I felt my body getting weaker and weaker, softer and softer... Finally, I felt a darkness before my eyes and fell into complete darkness... Immediately, darkness enveloped everything, it seemed like my world became completely dark with no light at all... Where am I? Where am I? I cried out helplessly, but there was no response... My head was still heavy and sluggish, powerless... Chapter 4 The Dream Chapter 4 The Dream My head was still heavy and sluggish, powerless... At this moment, I heard Zheye's voice, his voice was very gentle and charming, he was calling me: "Qiqi, wake up, Qiqi, what's wrong?" I wanted to respond to him, but I felt like my throat was blocked by something, it was very choked up, and I couldn't answer. I didn't know what was wrong with me, what exactly was wrong... Suddenly, I seemed to see a little girl, only five years old, pulling another little girl... Then the next thing I couldn't see clearly. Then, slowly, I saw a little boy, about five or six years old, walking over. The little girl pulled the little boy happily, but the little boy was taken away by someone else, and then... What happened to the little girl? What happened? She cried... Cried so loudly, and then lost her balance and fell... "Qiqi, Qiqi..." At this moment, I heard a familiar yet strange voice again, that voice sounded very nice, who was calling me, who was it? "Qiqi... what's wrong with you? Are you okay, online game." The voice calling me kept repeating, that voice sounded so heartbreaking, I wanted to tell him I was fine, but I didn't have the ability to respond to him. "Qiqi... Qiqi, what's wrong, wake up, wake up..." Then, I heard that familiar yet strange voice again, but this time it was clearly trembling. "Qiqi, you'll be fine, I'll take you to the hospital, I'll take you to the hospital right now." This sentence seemed to have appeared in my dream before, it was the same voice, but it was much more tender, different from this one, yet somewhat similar... Then there was silence, I wanted to hear that familiar yet strange voice call me again. But that desired sound did not come again! Suddenly, I felt something cool on my forehead... Then I slowly drifted off to sleep. Sleeping made me feel much more comfortable... When I opened my eyes, it was already dusk. I was lying in bed, with a cold towel on my forehead. Weakly sitting up, I looked around, no one was there. I remembered that in the morning I accompanied Zheye to the hospital, then I went back to my room, later my head hurt, so I lay down and slept. How come I'm in bed now? I clearly remember locking the door. I looked at the door, it was still closed properly. Did I climb into bed myself? Then what about the towel on my head? Did I get it myself from the bathroom? That should be impossible... Where's Zheye? Why can't I see Zheye? Opening my eyes and not seeing Zheye made me feel somewhat disappointed. Looking at the mobile phone on the bedside table, I picked it up and saw it was already past five. I was also a bit hungry, only then did I realize that I hadn't eaten lunch, no wonder my stomach was growling. But where did Zheye go? Opening my eyes and not seeing Zheye made me feel somewhat disappointed. Looking at the mobile phone on the bedside table, I picked it up and saw it was already past five. Chapter 4 A Feeling Never Experienced Before Looking at the mobile phone on the bedside table, I picked it up and saw it was already past five. I was also a bit hungry, only then did I realize that I hadn't eaten lunch, no wonder my stomach was growling. But where did Zheye go? Maybe he's in his own room, he was both injured and sick, so he should be resting in his own room. Thus, I weakly climbed out of bed, opened the door and walked to Zheye's room. When I pushed open the door to Zheye's room, he wasn't there. So, I went downstairs to look for him, but I searched the entire house and still couldn't find Zheye's figure, Sun Wukong. Where did Zheye go? A question arose in my mind. So, I ran upstairs to the room to grab my phone, preparing to call Zheye. However, when I dialed Zheye's number, no one answered, and as I walked out of the room while calling, Zheye's phone rang inside the room. I went into Zheye's room and found that he hadn't taken his phone out, damn it, where did he go? Putting away my phone and walking out of the room weakly, my stomach was rumbling with hunger, and I was originally waiting for Zheye to eat together. Alas, I truly don't know where he went. There's no way, let me check the kitchen for something to eat; otherwise, I might starve to death. We are already in the socialist society; there shouldn't be anyone starving to death. Entering the kitchen, I opened the fridge and found, wow, the fridge was completely empty, nothing inside. No way, I need to drag Zheye to the supermarket tonight to buy some stuff back, otherwise, I will definitely starve to death. "Are you hungry?" At this moment, I heard Zheye's voice. Not right, wasn't he not at home? Am I hallucinating already? I'm not old yet. "What are you doing, standing there like an idiot? Come and eat." At this moment, I heard Zheye's voice again, it was indeed his voice, not a hallucination. I quickly turned around and sure enough, Zheye was holding delicious food walking out. Seeing there was delicious food, I hurriedly followed Zheye out, Zhan Tian. Sitting at the dining table, we were eating and chatting... "Hey, where did you go?" I asked with a full mouth. "I went out to buy food for you." Zheye replied with a full mouth. "Oh, right, did you enter my room?" I finally swallowed the food in my mouth, offering it to my internal organs. "Yes, after you left, I was looking for you to have dinner, but since you didn't come out for a long time, I knocked on the door, but you still didn't open it, I knocked for a long time. Later, I called my mom and got the spare key to your room, and when I entered, I found you lying on the floor. You looked like you were in pain, what's wrong?" Zheye looked at me seriously and asked. "Uh, I, I don't know either. When I returned to my room, my head suddenly hurt a lot, so I fell asleep later." I said, avoiding Zheye's serious gaze. I admit I am a bit hypocritical. Should I tell Zheye that I envy the goddess in his heart, resent being his substitute, and thought too much, which led to my headache and fainting? That would be too embarrassing. However, I really don't understand why I suddenly had such strange thoughts. Those were thoughts I never had before. Chapter 4 A Part of Forgotten Memories However, I really don't understand why I suddenly had such strange thoughts. Those were thoughts I never had before. "Oh, how could this happen?" Zheye continued to ask seriously. "Uh, I don't know either. It seems that when I was a child, I also had headaches." I recalled the past. I remembered, it was like this. It seems that I once had a headache and fainted, but I don't know the exact reason. Anyway, my mom mentioned it. What happened back then? Why did my head hurt? "Hey, what's wrong?" While I was deep in thought, Zheye waved his hand in front of me. "Nothing, I was just thinking about the past." I smiled and said. However, when Zheye heard that I was thinking about the past, he asked excitedly, "How about it? Did you remember anything?" I looked at his eyes, they seemed to yearn for something, waiting for something... But I didn't remember anything, so I shook my head and said, "Nope. But, there's nothing worth remembering about the past anyway. It's just that I feel like there's a blank period in my memory." I simply can't recall a certain period of my memory. I feel like there should be someone important in my life, but I just can't remember who. Moreover, I can't remember who gave me the big bear in my room. I know it was given by someone, but I just can't remember who. When I asked my mom, she only told me it was given by a little boy, but she didn't tell me specifically who. No way, I have to call my mom tonight to find out who gave me the bear. I feel like the person who gave me the bear must be quite important to me, novel speed 2457910 reading background.. default settings classic gray classic green intent
Han Shufang Novel Network www.hanshufang.com more chapters updated faster. But I forgot him, which is strange. Why didn't such an important person grow up with me? Why did I forget someone so important? Sometimes, I feel that some things are really strange. I always feel that I must have had a sweet time with the little boy who gave me the bear, but I can't remember any of it. "Oh, were you thinking about these things yesterday, so you had a headache?" Zheye still stared at me intently and asked. Zheye didn't mention it, and I didn't know. After he said it, I remembered, it was indeed like that. So, I nodded and said, "Yeah, it's like that. I was thinking about some things, so my head hurt a lot. The pain felt like my whole head was about to explode. I tried to cover it with my hands, but I couldn't stop it. Eventually, I felt increasingly weak and lost consciousness." "Oh, then don't think about it in the future. It's bad for your health, alright?" Zheye suddenly said gently to me, Xingchen Bian. "Alright," Actually, I never thought about remembering things from the past. Whether I could remember them or not doesn't matter to me. They are just childhood memories anyway, and I only forgot part of them. Yesterday, I don't know why, but I was possessed and wanted to retrieve that familiar feeling, causing my head to hurt for a long time, Classic Life Twisted Logic, twisted for a good reason.
Han Shufang Novel Network www.hanshufang.com updates faster with more chapters, truly sinful. Chapter 4 The Call in the Dream Isn't Him "Eat quickly, you didn't eat at noon, are you starving?" Zheye finished speaking and lowered his head to continue eating his food. "Alright, understood," I seem to be very obedient today. "By the way, maybe you should ask your mom to take you to the hospital for a check-up. Having headaches frequently isn't good. If it happens outside the house, wouldn't that be dangerous?" Suddenly, Zheye looked up and asked me seriously. "Uh, it's fine, it only happened once. It never happened before, don't worry." I smiled and said. Taking me to the hospital, this phrase seems to have appeared many times in my dreams. Was that a dream? Or... But in my childhood memories, it seems to have happened too. Today, when I was in the darkness and in pain, it seemed like someone said it to me, but the two feelings were a bit different. Overall, they were quite similar. "Zheye, did you say you would take me to the hospital when you came to my room?" I suddenly remembered this question and asked. "What's wrong?" Zheye looked at me with a puzzled expression. I became a bit anxious when I wanted to figure something out. "Just tell me first. When you came to my room and saw me lying on the ground, did you directly carry me to the bed? Did you call out to me? Did you say you would take me to the hospital?" I asked Zheye nervously. There was no one else here, only Zheye carried me to the bed. If it wasn't him talking, then who was the person talking to me? Could it be the 'him' in my dreams? Could it be the 'him' I occasionally dream about from my past? "Uh, no, I saw you lying on the floor, so I carried you to the bed." Zheye smiled and said. His expression didn't seem like he was lying to me. Besides, even if he did talk, what's the harm? But he said he didn't. Clearly, I felt a bit disappointed, truly disappointed. "Oh, then I must have been dreaming." I said dejectedly. "Dream? What did you dream about?" Now, it was Zheye's turn to get nervous. Zheye doesn't seem normal today, always startling. "Not really, I just dreamed about someone calling me and saying they would take me to the hospital. When I woke up, I thought it was you calling me and saying you would take me to the hospital. You don't know, that feeling, that voice was so familiar. It seemed to have appeared in my memory and also in my dreams, but I just can't remember it. Such a strange feeling," I tried hard to recall the scene in my dream, Fan Ren Xiu Xian Zhuan. "Dream? Do you often dream about it?" Zheye raised his eyebrows slightly and asked. I nodded and said, "Occasionally, not often. But I feel like I have forgotten a part of my memory." I said dejectedly again. Childhood memories are so important for a person, but I lost a part of mine. I can clearly feel that those memories were really important to me. But I forgot them. What's even stranger is that something so important, I forgot it. I always feel that something must have happened when I was little, but my mom won't tell me. Chapter 4 An Unreachable Distance But I forgot them, which is strange. Something so important, how could I forget it? It's really strange. I always feel that something must have happened when I was little, but my mom won't tell me. And I never paid attention to it before. But now, when I recall that familiar feeling, I yearn to reclaim that familiar yet unfamiliar memory. I yearn so much... "Alright, don't think too much, or your head will hurt again. Don't think too much, alright?" Zheye suddenly became unusually gentle. He reached out and lightly flicked the hair on my forehead. Wait, this gesture, this gesture seems familiar... I stared at Zheye blankly, always feeling that his eyes, eyebrows, mouth, nose, and face have all become somewhat familiar? It's a strange feeling, especially the smell on him, I feel very familiar, as if I met him in a dream. "Huh? What's wrong? Why are you looking at me like this?" Zheye squinted his eyes and asked me. "Uh, no, nothing." I turned away, feeling a bit embarrassed. Just now, Zheye's fiery eyes made me feel a bit flustered. "Qiqi, actually I..." Suddenly, Zheye said passionately. But he stopped halfway. "Huh? What's wrong?" I turned back to Zheye and asked. "Hehe, it's nothing. Eat quickly." Zheye clenched his fists slightly and placed the back of his hand on