Today is my oscillation period... My heart is simultaneously filled with ambitious hope and a gentle, faint sense of loneliness. It's really interesting, haha, I don't quite understand myself. Today, while listening to him explain stocks to me - how to read K-line charts and some secrets behind the phenomena - I surprisingly understood it all very smoothly. This once again proves that I am indeed a person with high insight. Many things I have never touched before, like breast enlargement essential oil available at pharmacies, no matter how long it has been, I still remember them clearly, and once explained, I immediately understand.
It's just so strange why I can't seem to learn English well: ( But then again, in reality, I've never truly studied English in this lifetime. Chen Hao endorsed breast enhancement products. It's so strange why I have such a strong fear of English. Sigh, are the shadows of adolescence really this influential??
Women born under the Libra sign are really interesting. Though they are extremely sensitive and delicate, they often act as if they have thick nerves. They naturally present themselves as humorous and cheerful, yet deep down, they feel they should be graceful and poetic women... Sometimes, while joking around and making everyone laugh, amidst the lively scenes, I secretly wish I could find a beautiful place to quietly read a few favorite books, without any noise or disturbance!
Modern people's time is really too tight, the pace of life too fast. Fast enough that sometimes I want to use something to fix the Earth in the universe, to let it pause its rotation, so I can take a slow breath.
And little pig, sometimes when I look at you, I really want to say a very, very beautiful, soft love word to you. But I have never actually said it. Haha, I feel like saying these things to you would be inappropriate. Would you be shocked by my sentimentality? You're such an open, direct, and passionate man like the sun, you must not be able to adapt to the fact that I actually enjoy elegance and calmness.
Sometimes, I really yearn for a deep gaze full of affection for a few minutes, without any nonsense or action, just foolishly looking at you and silently feeling each other's intentions. Sometimes I really yearn to kiss you tenderly for a long time without being misunderstood as having ulterior motives, letting you understand what I'm silently expressing. But you always give more than I want, and you even laugh! I'm dizzy, who told you to break the atmosphere so quickly?
I often reminisce alone about our early days of love, when we weren't as close as now. We sent countless text messages, and I kept many of them. When I'm bored, I randomly flip through them, slowly enjoying the delicate feelings of gradually falling deeper in love. In the text messages, we share some poetic but economically worthless little moods.
Now, this life full of烟火 (human烟火), makes us more and more like a real family. Those years, used for memories, make it seem like we will really spend our whole lives together, living increasingly realistically, which is a very good thing.
Unfortunately, it always feels like there's a lack of perfection, with a subtle sigh in my heart, haha.
Do you remember your first kiss on me, in that morning, so quick, so light, so flustered, so careful, so uncertain? So much so that after I woke up, for a long time I couldn't recall clearly, and I kept doubting whether you really kissed me at that moment?
Haha, but that was the kiss I cherished the most after so many nights and days. Whenever you make me angry and I can't sleep at night, I turn my head to look at your sleeping face, think about that first kiss, and always involuntarily soften my heart and stop blaming you, sigh!
You bad guy, if you had a better temper, you'd be an invincible perfect man!!
What's wrong with me today? Did I eat something wrong? I'm so abnormal!!! The annual marketing plan for QQ needs major revisions, my thoughts are unclear, and I haven't sorted out anything meaningful all night. Yet, I impulsively wrote half a love letter. Who knows that the ungrateful leading man is happily playing QQ games right now!
Alright, tomorrow I'll die trying to come up with a good plan. I declare giving up tonight.