, Taobao women's autumn dress, unrestrained, no need to be afraid of disappointing the boss, looking forward to all your desires, feeling like you're not in the same world as them. I am willing to give up a lot, many... laugh when you want to laugh, hugging a teddy bear and listening to soft music. I am really afraid, very fearful... living happily, freely every day, a life of freedom. If everyone were like this, would it be tiring for me to walk alone on the city streets? I don't want to live recklessly every day out of fear of disappointing my parents and boss. I can live like this, having to give up everything I love for the sake of studying and homework. Every day, listening to my favorite songs, smiling as I drift off to sleep... every day, crying when you feel like crying. I reminisce about elementary school days, wearing headphones. If I could, I wish I lived in the suburbs, able to be happy every day, with a small wooden house of my own. I don't want to let disappointment, mediocrity, and worry accompany me every day. All these will come true... If only hope could take me back to childhood days, when friends didn't betray each other, spending every night under dim lights. I want to live轻松ly, raising a dog.