I can only silently wait for you to look back, a sentence expressing love,
Lifted my head,
Dissipated in front of me,
Still can't get used to the days without you by my side,
Recalling the heavy pain,
Your blurred figure,
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But still can't win back your gentleness,
I walked at the edge of loneliness,
My heart is tearing up, my smile is weary.