Time will forget everything & mdash; & mdash; I have always insisted that this will never be true for me. But in fact, as time went by, my heart became less painful about your death. And the most terrible thing is, I even began to blur your appearance gradually; For various reasons, I forced myself to only use this special day to think of you. I am really afraid that one day, with the rare thought and the passage of time, I will completely forget what you look like.
But anyway, I always remember you, my cousin who is more like an elder brother. No matter what, you are the only brother in my life, no one can replace you! I have never forgotten you and will never forget you. Forever, until I am so old that I don't know if I've forgotten myself.
Although I only allow myself to deeply miss you during the Qingming Festival and寄托my sorrow, I often think of you unintentionally & mdash; & mdash; the scenes where you often knocked on our pot cover, came to the guest room to look in the mirror, took me to the fields to catch fish and shrimp, and helped me deal with another cousin; there were happiness, crying, fighting, and playing around, all now become painful memories. When I recall those times, it stops at the green pond water, forever frozen & mdash; & mdash; the scene of the body by the pond swollen white from the water, cruelly saying goodbye to me with a bloody nose. Since then, there has been no more of you in life! Since then, the family dare not talk about you much, for fear of touching the most painful memories of life!!
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