From 513 to Meizhou Island... I lost the best sister I once had. Although we were not in the same area, they would occasionally come to see me. Ha ha. The first guild I joined on Meizhou Island was Zi Yun Xuan Xiao. I met someone named Gentle √ One Knife. We joked around occasionally and gradually became familiar with each other. When I was unhappy, he would tell some cold jokes and argue with me, but I could never win against him. I always let him bully me, and he would take me out to play, fight turtles together, and run rings sometimes until midnight when he helped me finish. When I was bored, we made bets. Every time the loser had to take the winner to tour the 12 sects or go around Chang'an for a big circle... But as time went by, he had to study, and his game playing frequency decreased gradually, making us somewhat estranged... Later, I recognized many younger brothers. But my favorite was Hua Bi Xiao Xin. Although he had a bit of a fiery temper, he was really cute when he wasn't angry. I liked him so much. My favorite activity was fighting turtles. When I was upset, I would talk to the turtles in Donghai Bay. I got married many times in the game, and there are two that I cherish the most. The first one, although it wasn't my own account that got married, later because my younger brother argued with him, they broke up... The second time, he and I stayed up all night until dawn brushing to get married again. That evening, he was really happy. He said he liked the feeling of liking two people. He taught me a lot, both in-game and in real life. Although he rarely logged on, I always went to the PK platform alone, fought turtles alone, and chatted with friends, waiting for him to log on. When he stopped playing, our marital title was still retained for a long time. I didn't play for a while, then came back and met the wader, who is now my husband. My first impression of him was that he was a good person, and I liked talking to him. Once when I was in a bad mood, he took me to tour the 12 sects and went to the Moon Palace where we talked about a lot of heartfelt things. It seems like from that moment on, he quietly cared for me, but I was too dense to notice. This isn't surprising actually, because at that time, I was wholeheartedly waiting for Horizontal Walk ★ to come back... Little Nerve ' Ming told me that the wader likes you. At that time, I thought it was impossible. My feeling towards him was just a friend. He proposed to me three times, and I remained silent every time...! After thinking for a long time,... perhaps unknowingly, I fell in love with him,... slowly started accepting him,... On March 31, 2007, Pink Sugar's number and the wader's number got married. There was no one at the marriage registrar's office, and looking at the computer screen felt really funny. In the days after the wedding, the first thing I did when I logged into the game was to run home and sit in the corner and talk. It felt so warm,! My temper is very bad,. I often bully him for no reason and pick fights with him. Each time, he gave in to me and forgave my irrational tantrums. Today, I asked myself, if he leaves, can you really let go? It's your fault that he left. If you lose him, it will be irretrievable. Should I bring him back? Or should I immerse myself in memories and let my heart keep breaking... If he leaves, what will become of me? Will I forgive myself...? I am so selfish. I have never considered your feelings and hurt you repeatedly.. But I really don't want you to leave.