"Dad, Mom, I'm sorry, and I am most sorry to you two. I can't repay your upbringing grace, and I can't support you until the end. Sorry... Relatives who cared about me, good friends who cared about me, I'm sorry! I have disappointed your expectations and betrayed your friendship... I seek my own relief in my own way! Wish those who are alive to live happily!" Chengdu Century City Holiday Hotel, Chengdu, No. 208 Century City Road, Chengdu Hi-tech Zone, ¥530 Booking. When talking about these, a trace of proud joy suddenly flashed across Li Jianbin's worried face, but then he told the reporter that there was something he regretted. The incident happened at Xinmi Experimental Senior High School in Zhengzhou, Henan Province. On the evening of November 8th, Li Jinchuan, a student from Class 5, Grade 3, committed suicide by poisoning himself at school and died after ineffective rescue on the same night. He was only 19 years old. Just as people were full of doubts about his departure, the appearance of a will instantly stirred up thousands of waves. On November 14th, the reporter saw this will, which consisted of 8 pages of paper, written on November 5th and 8th respectively. From the copy marks, the will was a 32-page diary. After more than an hour of emergency rescue, Li Jinchuan eventually did not survive, Anshun Hotel. "I learned that my child was being treated in the hospital at around 11 p.m. on the 8th. After hearing the news, our whole family rushed to the hospital. However, the doctor told me that the child had been rescued for more than an hour, so it was time to prepare for the aftermath," Li Jianbin said sorrowfully. On November 14th, the reporter met with the haggard-looking Li Jianbin. He politely shook hands with the reporter and then sat on the chair, lost in deep thought. Li Jianbin introduced that Li Jinchuan was a sensible child, and parents had never beaten him since he grew up. Every time he returned home during holidays, Li Jinchuan would bring fruits and vegetables home. Once, Li Jinchuan even specially bought 10 pounds of eggs to take home, Ankang Hotel, because he knew that his parents usually could not afford them. The reporter learned that Xinmi Experimental Senior High School dismissed classes at 9:50 PM every night. But before that, neither classmates nor teachers noticed any abnormality in Li Jinchuan. Therefore, the exact time Li Jinchuan took poison should be between 9:50 PM and 10:05 PM. Li Jianbin told the reporter that Li Jinchuan studied very well. In the high school entrance examination, Li Jinchuan ranked among the top 50 in Xinmi City. In one exam when he just entered high school, Li Jinchuan even received a 50 yuan bonus and prize from the school due to his excellent performance. "I seek my own relief in my own way." Li Jianbin told the reporter that Li Jinchuan rarely went home. The school released students once every half month, and each time he went to his second aunt's house. According to his second aunt's recollection, on the afternoon of November 8th, Li Jinchuan played billiards at home with two classmates, and later, the three of them happily went back to school together. "There was no abnormal phenomenon in the days before Jinchuan's incident. That day, he played happily with his classmates," said Li Jianting. On November 9th, the situation suddenly changed. That day, the police notified Li Jianbin that a classmate found a will on Li Jinchuan's desk. In the office of the criminal investigation team, Li Jianbin's family saw the scanned photo of the will on the computer, and subsequently, Li Jianbin requested a photocopy, but the police refused. According to Li Jianbin's recollection, in the second semester of Li Jinchuan's sophomore year in high school, once during an exam, due to needing to pay an exam fee of 189 yuan, Li Jinchuan couldn't pay it, resulting in Vice Principal Guo Wen (mentioned in the will) not allowing him to participate in the exam. After two subjects of the exam, Li Jinchuan promised Guo Wen that he would definitely make up the exam fee, only then did Guo Wen allow him to take the subsequent exams. "I never expected that my dream high school life would end in such a way." Suzhou Jasmine Flower Holiday Hotel, Suzhou, Jin Chang District, No. 345, Chang Xu Road, ¥418 Booking. The will left by Li Jinchuan has currently been extracted by the Criminal Investigation Brigade of Xinmi Public Security Bureau as evidence. The police refused to provide the original will to Li Jinchuan's family, and after efforts, the police agreed for Li Jianbin to take a photocopy. At 10 p.m., if it were usual, it would be the time when Li Jinchuan and his four roommates sat by the bed soaking their feet in hot water, discussing the events of the day while soaking their feet. But on the evening of November 8th, it was different from usual. It wasn't until late that Li Jinchuan slowly returned to the dormitory. As soon as he entered the room, he climbed onto the bed, distributed the egg rolls and sunflower seeds he brought from home that afternoon, and then covered himself with a quilt and slept soundly without saying another word. Shanghai Square Great Wall Holiday Hotel, Shanghai, Zhabei District, No. 585 Hengfeng Road, ¥568 Booking. Shanghai Greenland Putuo Express Holiday Hotel, Shanghai, Putuo District, No. 843 Guangfu West Road, ¥328 Booking. On the first page of the will, Li Jinchuan wrote: "I never expected that my dream high school life would end in such a way. I came to this long-desired high school with aspirations, only to be greeted by cruel realities. Liu Wei, hypocritical, power-driven, outwardly strong but inwardly weak. Why is my first high school homeroom teacher you? You made me have shadows about this school. Someone saw you watching pornographic videos in the section head's (grade head) office. Are you so restless that you cannot watch at home? Do you still have the demeanor of a people's teacher? After criticizing the son of a certain bureau chief, you apologized to him in the corridor. Why are you so disgusting and lack integrity... And Guo Wen, you're even worse. Who knows how the principal of a high school drives a Beijing Hyundai? Look at what this school has become. It seems to have only two functions: one is the image project of the local government; the other is the exclusive school for the children of powerful families in the locality." Beijing Changfeng Holiday Hotel, Beijing, Haidian District, No. 66 Yongding Road, ¥550 Booking. The "parallel class" mentioned by Li Jianbin is actually the "slow class" in the school's "fast-slow class" system, and Li Jinchuan's grades dropped sharply due to missing two exams. According to Li Jinchuan's second aunt, Li Jianting's recollection, at around 10 p.m. that night, the grade head of the senior year, Wu Weijie, suddenly rushed to her house, saying that her nephew Li Jinchuan had an incident at school and was now being treated in the hospital. She quickly went to the hospital and paid 391 yuan for the emergency treatment under the urging of the school, and immediately called her third brother Li Jianbin. Our reporter Pan Zhihuan, intern Dai Cong. According to Li Jinchuan's classmates' feedback, there was nothing unusual about Li Jinchuan's behavior in school a few days before the incident. He continued to attend classes, play football, and rest as usual. That night, Li Jianbin and his relatives rushed to the school to understand the situation, but there was no result. "I think the child's death has a lot to do with this. It was forced out by the school!" Li Jianbin said. On the evening of November 8, 2009, Li Jianbin felt restless for the first time in his life. As a father, he would never forget the agonizing wait outside the emergency room that night, because he ultimately waited for the permanent farewell of his youngest son. "It was all forced by the school, my child suffered委屈and ended up taking his own life." Li Jianbin angrily said. Less than a minute later, the other four classmates saw Li Jinchuan shaking incessantly under the quilt and asked him what was wrong. He said nothing was wrong, but he was still trembling uncontrollably. Then, the roommates lifted the quilt and found that things were flowing out of his mouth and nose, and he was sweating profusely all over. The four classmates hurriedly ran to call the teacher and the school doctor, but unfortunately, the school doctor was not present. Subsequently, the children quickly dialed the 120 emergency number. After the ambulance arrived, the teachers and students carried Li Jinchuan onto the vehicle and rushed him to the hospital. Wuhan Tian'an Holiday Hotel, Wuhan, Jianghan District, No. 868 Jiefang Avenue, ¥398 Booking. Wuhan Qingchuan Holiday Hotel, Wuhan, Hanyang District, No. 88 Xima Long Street, Hanyang, ¥391 Booking. According to the recollection of Li Jinchuan's second uncle-in-law, Liu Zhongyi, during that period, the child returned home frowning. When they asked him what was wrong, he didn't explain properly and only said, "It's hard to describe." "Our family is from the countryside, and our conditions are very tough. The child said that the school had just collected 200 yuan for materials a few days ago. It was only a few days ago, and the child really couldn't come up with another 189 yuan," Li Jianbin said. "We later learned that the child had suffered委屈, but there was nothing we could do. The child was still assigned to the 'parallel class'," Li Jianbin said. But such a sensible child failed to understand this world and ultimately chose to leave forever. This was the will written by Li Jinchuan on November 5th. At the bottom of this page, he also drew a big smiley face with just three simple strokes. "My child has always been studious since childhood. During elementary school and junior high school, his awards covered a whole wall at home," said Li Jianbin, "This child doesn't study hard at all. He never clings to books, yet his grades have always been among the top few." Li Jianbin introduced that locally, there was a saying: at Xinmi Experimental Senior High School, if one could enter the 'fast class,' it meant they could get into college, but if they entered the 'slow class,' even the best students could only attend junior colleges, because there was indeed a huge gap in the academic performance between the two classes. Upon hearing that her grandson left a will before committing suicide, Li Jinchuan's 78-year-old grandmother cried and begged her family to take her to the criminal investigation team to see it. Seeing the will on the screen, Li Jinchuan's grandmother burst into tears and nearly fainted. That afternoon, the heartbroken grandmother was sent to the hospital by her family.