On January 15, 2008, I married my dear Xiao Xin in AU and put on the ring. I fell deeply in love with him. Every day, I looked forward to seeing him as soon as possible. I've been playing AU for more than two years. This time, I gave my most sincere love. Meeting him in the new year was the happiest thing for me. The days with him were so happy and joyful. I love him so much that I don't want to look for a job, go to Beijing, or do anything else. I just wanted to sit in front of the computer every day, waiting for my beloved to appear.
We put on our rings; I thought he would be mine forever. We met through dancing, and shared the details of our lives. We always played games and chatted together, we were so in sync, so enviable to others. People thought we were a real-life couple, but few knew how deeply we loved each other. I don't even know how many times I cried. Our happiness slowly changed over time. One day, he sent me a message saying his mother was sick and needed his care, so we had to be apart. My heart ached so much. This was the longest we'd been apart since we started dating. But not long after, he sneaked out of the hospital to be with me, and I was deeply moved by his actions. I decided that no matter what, I wouldn't leave this good boy.
However, things don't always go as planned. The more I love him, the easier it is to lose him. Our arguments increased. He would suddenly get angry at me for no reason and propose breaking up all the time. Every time, I tried to hold onto him, using my sincerity to move him. Maybe because he's younger than me, I must be more tolerant of him. But people's hearts are made of flesh too. Why can't I make him happy again no matter what I do? That day, he sent me another message telling me that if I could meet him before midnight, our love wouldn't end. I went to the internet cafe at 11:22 PM, and we reconciled once again. We maintained this until yesterday when we finally ended our love. Goodbye, my dearest Xiao Xin. You won't see me in your world anymore, my love. Your Snow leaves you a message here.