At home, obedient. It seems to say this, just wanted to come to this moment, felt this very strange. A face of the empty house, who should be listening? Listen to their own or listen to him? Listen to him, listen to him what then? So it seems that some contests, but I really thought to understand how to listen. Yesterday morning Pig went out with the relevant procedures to handle real estate license, had an experience, know this process is a lot of trouble, but I never thought up from trouble, inexplicable to all bills will be on his name, to show the so-called marital property, I do not understand, married to buy a house write in the name of are public property? I understand it may be an error, plus name plus the original matrimonial process seems smooth, the Inland Revenue Department a run on both occasions without success, for the first time in the afternoon people tax authorities have to work. Arrived at six o'clock yesterday morning early in the morning arrived at the results of the fat sister act to remove the files and refusing to do, have to let me rerun trip the next day, and next week in order to take deed votes Malaysian roadside standing humbly ask for a long time still not come across the road watching Pig, I have anger can not front he made a few complaints, he said to me why so much anger, which China’s national conditions.
My public-school management doctoral students a thorough understanding of the efficiency of the worst, the government is the biggest evil in China and its applicable government agencies in China. Angry normalized angry, do the next drive from home to the city coupled with the traffic jams, consuming the energy of the people out on to do several banking service attitude and faster than government agencies, although also, at least you do not will be white, etc., and service staff will you tell the Paul handled the road to a bright road, and then call the phone a lady told us the wrong place, should go to the Gold and Silver Avenue PICC, the separation of their business, I want to do business needs to go there, Pro end also told that I’m going to go as soon as possible, and do not otherwise work. This gas is not one, really want to just kick out the boys from the phone to ask in the end will do business. Did not give up, call to confirm again, the lady answered the phone still told me to go to the Avenue of gold and silver, and very conclusively said to me, just the guy who answered the phone first came familiar with the business, he spoke not raising his hand already noon, go home, perhaps a home's decision does not take into account the aspirations of the Pig to eat steamed mutton Pig on the road for me he does not run these businesses, because in the afternoon mission, the morning he would like to see the English-language books, noon to early company is prepared.
I asked what time back to the company, he said to me no later than 6 o'clock to go back in the afternoon you can, but he was one o'clock to go back to look at information after listening to his words I really do not want him, too one morning by the gas enough how the, you can also add to the mix with mad at me. Home in the south of the city in the north of the city, the Inland Revenue and PICC, and PICC specific in what I do not know, light on the road ride tomorrow should go for a long time. He said to speak to walk away and quit, the way I even can not even look at him on the road father called and said her house water, the Yuesao weeks aunt said to the house to look at his son, my side call to the pure water side of noon on how to solve a family problem of feeding pigs mouth Then ask what I eat at noon, I said to him eat out , because the property informed at 8:00 in order to runoff. Pig is far from Montreal to eat at home, I said snappily, then you do it. Pig choking one is also very angry. To home , Yuesao aunt holding his son in to chat with her mother-in-law, saw her son and no gas. I want to eat hot pot, Pig would like to take you to the Quanjude eat buffet, said that the elderly have not been to, want to take them to experience the experience. Opinions go, no effort to get angry.
Home after lunch half past four the son has been to die hungry fed to him, coax him to sleep after waking up to the little guy a bath busy these eight p.m. dinner is the father, but also specifically fight the milk and let us take home. Back home tired at noon lying to her son did not sleep how, busy a day in the evening they would feel very tired. Do not want to speak to him, he read English books, I lay in bed reading a magazine. Two articles in this issue of Life Week Let me lot of trouble, one is related to the demolition , a man killed six of their own relatives, he was sentenced to death no problem, the problem is complicated the question of succession on the demolition of the compensation payments, the struggle of the people alive, and seemingly the other is the Huaiyin a secondary school teacher suicide : in the female student falsely accused of indecent assault, the parents repeatedly in an affront to the female students chopped from teaching fifth floor of suicide. I constantly asked myself: What this society? No one seems able to answer, social, government, personal moral bottom line is constantly broken, it fell to sleep with such a mood is very load, begged Pig to me a story, he told me the story he told me: As for it? Your performance is very bad. . . . . . Some of their rest time, three, since the intention to sell the house a new house, the total acquire real estate license to sell and buy it. Home on busy it from him the day before yesterday at noon, a logistics park to catch the Mercure home to him and grandfathers and grandmothers cooking, meal, let him to sleep, then went to the United States ranks the formalities I would like to take him to let him in as soon as possible after finishing the procedures involve the energy in these things too, so I worry, I know his time is not fixed and limited, so I worry he was still a relaxed and criticize me, I think I was sandwiched between two walls, one side is his side of the lengthy procedures his time, his patience is limited, his days running a business, I thought I was a plywood gas. I said to him, this is for whom? You sometimes really stupid may not work. He went on to say that this time I speak bluntly. I am speechless, went into the downstairs bedroom to sleep. After a while, Pig advised me downstairs, I think the head almost fried and I do not want to speak to him, do not want to say a word. Not angry, he went upstairs to sleep in a perfunctory manner, he said he went upstairs, but do not sleep and did not take long to hear him grunt. I think I sleep, I told myself do not think those day, but all kinds of worry about the things are moving in the extrusion head to watch TV, but did not think watching TV did not fall asleep at a glance see the dawn, the plot do not remember watching TV The only good thing is worrying you no longer squeeze to the head Time flies, morning has broken more than seven minutes, I went out last night think it over, go out early in the morning by bus early to get the Inland Revenue Department to complete the procedure, then go over, go shopping or go to beauty salons, such as the afternoon he returned to the company and then go home, in short, do not want to see him in 152 Lu Akira for nearly an hour to labor Street car. Half past eight, a stroll in the neighborhood for more than an hour, but fortunately, good morning air. This relatively smooth, five minutes after ten o’clock to go to work good, etc. Come back to take the deed tax invoice on the 19th and then a taxi to the Gold and Silver Avenue PICC Pig in nearly ten points, give me a call, I knew he was waking up, I do not want to care for him. This is said to me yesterday kept morning to learn English at home, slept until ten o’clock before them, I do not know how long he can learn in Gold and Silver Avenue to find protection, into one asked, the salesman told me that to surrender business to do in the bright road, they do here not I have been silent, just not angry anymore, no effort was angry and I tell them the whole thing after Fortunately, business people seem to realize that one of their own errors, telling me that she could accept my surrender, and then transferred to the Guangming Road, so I do not have to rerun this line, it can be done on the line, I have not requested, it is no strength to sleep all night in the bus station for nearly an hour, did not have breakfast , anyway, no effort was angry.
PICC taxi friendly Yum, KFC to eat something, drink a cup of hot citron tea, more comfortable. Eleven minutes, few shopping malls Azeri try a few pieces of clothing do not want to move a few days before fancy clothes suddenly the desire of looking for the window in the mirror, his face is pale. Always want to buy anything, as long as credit card, he will receive SMS, you want him to see the SMS distressed. No fancy clothes, or decided to buy a package, more than fourteen hundred, although I’m not missing package, but I want him to feel bad really. Tired, think he said yesterday at noon back to the company decided to taxi to go home and sleep. Sitting in a taxi on the groggy, the determination of home, whether met anyone ignore mining sleep. Really back in the unit ran into the door ready to go to the elderly people that eat Pig, he was very surprised to see me, in front of me to send text messages to tell him that afternoon and returned home, he told me upstairs and asked me what to buy, I do not care for him. His boast that my bag is nice, I do not want to care for him and he said to me, last night, not to say do not get angry, how angry, I do not want to care for him and his apology, and I just want to sleep, do not want any he went to her mother that the people speak, quiet home, I put on the first floor bedroom door locked and went to sleep, groggy, he came back to knock on the door, I ignore him, he went upstairs for a while there is no movement He must have been sleeping, I know. Then I go to the bathroom, he heard movement down to sleep on the first floor, I went to the second floor I can not sleep, but he can kick into gear to sleep I do not want to care for him, I know I am not liking things outside the encounter should not blame him. In fact, I do not blame him, but do not want to care for him, feeling very tired of this now behind him for his life to take care of a variety of chores month, more than half of the time was not at home, so most of the time waiting, waiting for him to come back； still waiting, waiting to come back to sleep is enough sleep, when he is willing to face you, I feel careful to wait like pouring money down the drain with the Secretary of the leadership behind, tea, and have to wait for the opportunity to see leadership glad when the talent and leadership to say a few words, I suddenly think, do not wait any longer, he busy him, you are busy you , do, do not send, do not look, do not miss, perhaps, would not be so tired. Look forward to many, a long time, the disappointment will always be larger than the expected two weeks ago, he take a test, six days have been looking forward to him to come back, the result is full of disappointment. Even want to talk with him, he was very sleepy, very tired and I know that the six days he did not how to read, and no flight task, the only tired, probably fly it. Probably set the table, I had fallen asleep when he woke him up to take the clothes ready to go, I close my eyes want to see him He put his hand to touch my nose, and then take the door downstairs, I was awake, listening to the downstairs do not know what to do to walk around for a long time, I do not imagine the past as to send him. Over the past decade, this has been our habit, I looked at him down the stairs, sometimes looked at him lying on the kitchen window to see the car out of the district, and he always looked at me understanding, and then and lower the window U-turn in the car, waved his hand to me. Standing on the doorstep when he came back he or lying on the window point of view to him to stop, and sometimes even called to tell him where there are parking spaces, he landed back phone, he landed back to the hotel send text messages, so he went home and then sleep at ease. Decade, so send him, so he sent him, so he did not know, do not know why this moment would feel frustrated , disappointment and exhaustion. Sending do not want to, do not want to wait any longer, do not want to see him, do not want to speak to him, do not want to go to miss him, do not want to go looking forward to. To go before he or point of view I kissed two, I do not want to care for him, Chouguojuan to go, he scratched his back as usual to me, I still do not want to care for him, he is gone, take the time toward the upstairs shouting: My tears could not stop the flow down, listening to what? Speaker they understand? Been standing around you, for your busy, maybe you become accustomed to, they turn a blind eye the feeling of being overlooked often in my life, you make the same mistakes again and again, each time an apology but I think deep down, you never feel I am missing, do not even have thought carefully about their own wrong Where once again I’m tired, disappointed many, the heart will be numb and you get used to my daily life all around you, you get used to family, habits around you turn a blind eye to the people, accustomed to see me angry, accustomed to the sound asleep and I do not want to tangle for these things no longer stand by your side, I put away my expectations and miss, far away from you, so that own peace of mind.