Extraordinarily irritable. Heart restless, perhaps the rhythm of the rain completely shakes my heart. Very bad to very bad often forces me to put on a big smile, just to not let the people around me worry about me. I don't know why, from the bottom of my bones it's like this, preferring to bear my own grievances, endure the pain and also not wanting to trouble others, so embarrassing others. So, slowly and slowly others think Hu Rongyi is good-natured, almost too good to have no temper. Very much want to find someone to tell my thoughts, but suddenly, since that idiot left, no one can replace him in that position, I don't know who is listening to me anymore. Looking back, suddenly feeling particularly terrible, a lot of people have left my life, not even one has been with me all along. Lu Jiege or Panda or that idiot Peas, I once thought would always stand by my side consistently through life, even slowly fading out of my life. Now what remains is only Shanshan, Taotao every night, I still remember every night once said, never leave me. Don't know why, my soul is an especially insecure child, a bit of warmth, I can touch for a long, long time, every night each time can be touched by me. Don't know when I recognized the daughter, just remember that a long time ago. looked out the window at the little raindrops, keep hitting the eaves, suddenly a lot of things emerged in my mind. I am carrying too much I shouldn't be carrying at this age, while others are enjoying winter games, I have to wonder what to eat, what vegetables to buy, how to cook these dishes. Thinking of these, it will suddenly make me think about my father, don't know how he was doing in Nanjing. If he were here, none of this would need me to do. This man taught me a lot of things, the most important point being responsibility and commitment. As a man of the family, whether you do or not do, you have to withstand. Also remember the first time cooking, burning fish-flavored eggplant, then simply didn't know eggplant absorbs oil, coupled with improper control of oil temperature, leading to the oil splashing, splashing into my hands causing blisters, and I cried, didn't want to cook anymore. The father not only didn't comfort me but insisted I endure the pain and finish cooking this dish. Afterward, hurriedly smeared water. At that time, deep down I hated my father a little, I'm his only son, so why treat me like this. Until after a long time, I slowly came to realize. Whatever you do, you're responsible for your own actions, no matter how difficult the situation is, you have to finish it. This is a responsibility. Really, sometimes it's really these two days I envy a few classmates, the state where they just don't care about where to eat or where to play. I really want to go out for a walk, with a camera on my back, wandering aimlessly. However, when the moment I stepped into the house, I found I couldn't. Found the house a little messy, I guessed that these two days mother must be busy dying daily overtime. Don't know why, since going to college, every time I come home and see my mother, my heart will be especially bitter. Because our family has always had a male chef, and my father is busy with his business in Nanjing, my mother eats poorly at home. This woman has been quietly paying for me, probably because of poor expression, every time some obviously good things coming out of her mouth always sound harsh. I tend to talk back and not listen to her, but every time she loves me with broad inclusion of my stubbornness and headstrong nature, so I slowly understand her benevolence, to understand her broad tolerance towards others. While living in an ordinary yet not-so-ordinary family, and I really thank God that gave me such a father and I advertised so in love with my mother. Home is a warm place. That day back, uncle came to the station to pick me up. I don't know how my girlfriend got sidetracked on this matter. Uncle was very surprised that I don't have a girlfriend, saying now high school students have girlfriends, you've been reading in college for a year and a half, how haven't you found one yet! I helplessly smiled at uncle and didn't know what to say. In the evening, went to cousin's house to see a little nephew, my sister also said this, said the last time she saw the photos I took dancing, I look handsome in a suit. When she learned that the brothers have girlfriends, I'm still single, she was very surprised and said: you're so good, how could you not have a girlfriend? Upon hearing this, I felt particularly bleak. Oh, I continue to become stronger, but always appreciate my goodness, all these efforts, what's the point? I try my hardest to practice tennis, efforts to learn this and that, in the end what's the purpose. Freshman year, I dare not say that I can conduct an activity normally, but now I dare to say, I could make an activity successful fast. Their feelings, I have been reluctant to file them and prefer to quietly keep them in my heart. But under repeated questioning from the small kite, I finally told her my feelings about the above things. She also turned it into a second completely understanding all the feelings about the above things. Pondering on the small kite, then perhaps she was right, I am trapped in a set Bureau, I have been reluctant to come out and have always been trying to escape, when my freshman year was busy flooding my life in order to paralyze my own nerves. Saying that I love to grunt as early as the end of my college entrance exam, no, I don't love her the feeling of immersion, but enjoy the feeling of a lover. But sometimes, I feel like I lost the ability to love, don't know how to love a person, don't understand why Gollum doesn't love me, why is it so sticky with love. Don't understand what she wanted to do in the end. In fact, I don't understand too much. After entering university, holding the excuse of Ningquewulan has been to make myself single, get myself busy. Into the Student Union, to enter the school tennis team workout, join the School debate team, play, go to the metering cup record to play, participate in Red Cross representing Polytechnic to Zhejiang University exchange to Wushan Square to participate in charity activities, participants are not prices, get the Apple plan, on behalf of Polytechnic enterprises to participate in the business topboss game, so that all activities filled my life, don't give myself a chance to catch my breath, this is a true portrayal of my freshman year life. All this busyness constantly escapes from reality, not daring to love others, not daring to accept other people's love. Thinking of this, feel really very sorry for the silly girl, to live up to her all my goodness, so the girl takes the initiative for so long, it was only this bastard who could do it. However, she also found a truly worthy man she loved, and I sincerely wish her. Some people wrong, will never be lost, in fact, I do not regret the decisions they make, this is the way of my own choosing, even if knees I want to finish, after all, I want to be myself. So, after the end of the freshman year, Adger smiled and laughed at me, saying, Hu ah, except for emotional aspects of an idiot, the other aspects are genius. Later take me to learn how to coax the girl. I listened and laughed helplessly. During that summer of freshman year, I ran for the Red Cross president election, together with other Council members participated in the eight Fort summer social practice. The first time coordinating all the activities planning on my own, for the first time giving a speech in front of several hundred people, the first time giving safety talks to the children of migrant workers in eight communities of Fort. Wait until all the busyness is completed, it will be late July. Back to Cixi after a few days, I will go followed by clear sister six-member delegation trip to Xitang. Besides the I Ching sister, the rest of the four couples, Xitang is indeed a beautiful place, a place germinating love. Watching people coming and going, the sudden particularly eager to love and be loved, a person with my Xingyingxiangdiao. I once thought that they have become heartless, only to find now that I have started slowly out of the shadow of the grunt. From Xitang home, grunt about to free the world milk tea, a single point of time, whom I was surprised grunt helped me a copy of my favorite Earl tea, and my heart kind of unspeakable taste . Gollum said after school to go to England. I was not sad and sad, just a touch of said something pleasant journey, not my day, take good care of myself. This woman struggling dedication four years, my best days of all youth is spent waiting for four years, I missed the people who love me and I can love people, all this all are not complaining, no regrets, this is my own choice. My first love has not yet begun has ended, so now, I see those years, we caught up with the girls, in particular, a special feeling. Only, I am not Ke Jing Teng, grunt is not Chen Jiayi. After you leave, grunt sent: you will soon find worthy of your love, you must be a happy word, I did not hesitate on the phone and lay er er, must necessarily, I will work hard to pursue the happiness I want to the. And then a heavy press that send button. In the remaining days of the summer vacation, on a small network, group of Polytechnic students know a lot of interesting friends, this is the kind of life I want to have this group of like-minded friends. The Group Chedan dull day to add the slightest pleasure. That, after school, I clearly remember the first time received Siu Ho, Xiaoxi, the German sub, I have a small summer Siu Ho Ai Ye Chongqing Jigong Fort together, there are groups which have a formal dinner. Sophomore year, this new school year, a lot of people slowly came into my life. sophomore this semester ran many places that stay overnight in the hospital of Chinese medicine, in Industry Zhaohui Guo overnight, also often go to the Industrial and Commercial Ma brother division with Hangzhou Wen Yi that Pianchipianhe. In fact, I was not aware of the promise bump manga into the ACM is not the right one semester after today, everything is worth it. Exit Hangzhou team that is the case, Zhejiang University, provides an opportunity to the University of the rise in the team. The ACM Hangzhou team seven years since the establishment of the existence of Zhejiang University has been curbed the Xiasha development of the school. Bump Manla purpose of my team, I know, he hopes to lead our University, I was able to rise with him, I know that I have this ability, I have several kilograms of a few two bump Man clear. Can clearly remember the bump Man, then left me, the Polytechnic is time to rise, the Polytechnic silence seven years must also rise. I am very happy for one term, Polytechnic team atmosphere the best five schools in Hangzhou, the cohesion is strongest. Nice to meet Polytechnic regiment of all, thank Wen sister’s hard to pay the Chinese brother installed guidance, as well as the dream of SD project a serious and responsible, thanks to ghost, Ben, hamster, Qing Yan, Jia, Li Hui There are two subjects you fight side by side. Hangzhou team the SDP Las brother was also pleased to know from the power of Hangzhou Hangzhou team core Jiaping sister, Engineering insignificant and serious coexistence of 45, super simple and honest people, as well as screen-ho brother and Serena, I am glad you encountered in the the ACM large team. This semester you bring me a lot of fond memories of the district meeting of the Hang power, Jiubao city meeting, the screen of the city Wyatt read and Zhaohui city summary of the General Assembly, Zhaohui that unforgettable memory, a group of people midnight more than running the streets supper, these memories will become permanent memories in my life. Two wristbands of the ACM, I will always retain, in the city to meet the reward of meeting Hao Ye ACM Special Edition postcards I will carefully cherish. For the School Committee of the Red Cross, really have too many feelings, when in the face of the debate team, student union with non-enterprise choice, I eventually duty-bound to put into the embrace of the Red Cross. Although it is not I choose the best choice, but I want to stay. Kaige for me it is too large, whether in public or in private, Kaige is to give me a lot of moving. I am such a feelings of supremacy of the baby. Cadillac, Xiao Yu, Meng Jie, as well as Alice, a small North, Little Wei, Guocheng, I do not know that I can warm you how long this semester, we go to the library, with noisy eating, hee hee noisy The casually joking. I do not know how in your mind the image of the vice president of, but I would like all my warmth to you, Kaige taught me things without reservation to impart to you the coming year, three month, you go to the people to fly a kite, flying their own dreams and beliefs. In fact, I know, you might think I’m ferocious very serious. A D with Jia Ying is better to speak, and therefore would have to play the bad cop role. I had the General Assembly, I like to do to achieve the ultimate, play hard to play, when things do seriously. Because I do not want to regret it, moved by regret and remorse for their actions. Usually when a good joke with you, I do not mind. Contact with more than you also know that I can play open, not? There are also those who first dinner, the whole of my miserable doll Road sound sorry, but you should not play so miserable. This semester a lot of things with you by our board is doing, I hope to next semester when you can chops, start independent activities, the real growth is tempered with bleeding, I would like I will accompany you to go. The free group make some people more or less brought me many happy. Zhuge, peach paper, Xiaoxi, a small bell, Siu Ho, Lele, small days, small Wei, as well as deep-Sum, to know you good. Occasionally meet in the campus, each encounter seems to have lots to talk about topics, but also remember that the Lele participate in the College of the top ten singers champion this time, fueling our group of friends and relatives boiling. Sometimes, really envy and Xiaowei with Lele such a good relationship, two people could have do not couple even more couples the purity of the relationship. Zhuge, Wei, small days after my birthday that day, early morning time sent blessings SMS can clearly remember, but also remember Siu Ho with a beautiful classmate to accompany the day I visited Hangzhou, really want to say this kid in Siu Ho nice luck with the opposite sex, hey, not to envy. Each meet will tell me with this this girl how to listen, I feel good tragedy that. Can remember more than 300 hard-earned hard day with a small bell to do business with each person. Can still remember the Xiaoxi bad mood, I accompany her to dinner the day, I know this is out of the trust between friends. Now she has to Liu Feng allows her to rely on, sincerely wish you happiness. Can remember, deep Sum of each meeting must be my treat to eat, everywhere Cengfan baby, obviously the cost of living, also doom the loading could not care less, all trying to please the girls eat, why! Oh, these bits and pieces made up, this semester cheerful memoirs. Bin Yu know in Dumb group, keep the heart and actors, only eleven small kite, as well as Jiangzi with quiet child. The outset, several of our links are very close, only to then the only leave with the XI to compare people sad some. Some things to maintain not one thing, both sides need to work together to maintain. Remember to join a group of people in more than one hour guihuayuan dinner, but remember to keep the heart each time to laugh at the Bin Yu low EQ, and will not chase the girls laugh, but also remember that the actors funny hair with Funny Quotations every time the actors began to gab when I will be very complementary to pull with him Chequ, always end up nothing, he brought to the people in our group from Jinhua Jinhua cannabis, but also remember the small kite tell me her feelings with the bulk of Minister Triple disputes, but also remember a very quiet child whine whine I told her to play tennis like, but remember that with the the Jiangzi two at the 21:00 time around The million stadium the day of doom doom running. Here we are really very, very small, small group, we do not allow the intervention of outsiders. Remember the small kite in the Christmas Eve day to each of us Apple, the KTV, innocently asked me to wash the apple, and then not wait for the 12 whole when to begin. The night really, really sorry, the middle of the left really is a last resort. Not be a party pooper, because the city meeting the next day to go Zhaohui open really, really important. Small kite you will always take me with Jiangzi contrast, said the sauce brother the next day should do it part-time but still still stayed, but I insisted on leave is not everyone mind is sweeping everyone’s spirits. I can only remain silent. A year ago, I am sure will be desperate to stay, but now is not the same. Because I have to start weighing the pros and cons, began to have the bigger picture, I will not as before with the line, think of what to do. In this regard, I can only apologize Sorry. Remember the last our end of dinner, Our party of six people, no one would have to drink, but we play better than anyone else crazy. The dinner to keep the heart did not come, this baby is still with no catch up with their favorite girls, while the significance of widowed Huan, this depends on good days in bed. Hey, I wonder how to play his phone not connected. Honestly, I belong to the slow type, although exposed to a semester, but I have not the heart has not fully recognized you, do not do fully trust you, but I vaguely feel You can become excellent in my university buddies. A Extension, , Ying Ying, Xiao-bin, Nizi because you different, I put you on the last. A Rio, with you in the summer when recognized, at that time really did not think you is the younger brother of Cong, because of the high school with Cong relationship special, and he had me at the Polytechnic extra care under you, perhaps because such a relationship with you especially love to talk to, and slowly you start to call my brother, I also play the bottom of my heart began to look upon you as a brother to deal with, really, in some respects with I really want to, are like a kind of very quiet, very well-behaved girls, are like to get yourself very busy, then busy in the process to get things organized and on track. The madding crowd are the kind of people do not like to compete with others for something, but as soon as the others pour committed to their own areas, without reservation to defend their dignity. Still remember the first time to go to your bedroom encounter Feng Xiao their time, loudly pointing, I said, this is my brother, I was indescribably happy. So, at a later date often will go to your bedroom to join in the fun, your bedroom is indeed very warm. Can remember, our two National in Cixi shanglin Square, a phone, you come out to play with, remember that kick down the billiards we evil to escape single and doing a lot of crazy things at times. Most did not expect that from summer vacation, you actually started chasing Chen Ying a. The world is a small surprise, told me this until after you happen, no matter, I even surprised. Add my relationship with Angela is also good, so I am innocent as you two quarrel, the best regulators, you ah, why am I so innocent! Your two night tour West Lake when two people go chic never thought I only quarrel when I debut, it is too pit father! Angela , each time when it comes to you like you A extension pull together, multiple identities can be counted on for me, a confidant, plus younger brother’s wife! You say you are a very important very important with a constellation that is not the fortunate I am a Scorpio? Have to say yes, a lot of your heart Sibi A Rio delicate, you will capture those little things I am very concerned. I also found out that this is the reason of your quarrel with A Extension, often the things you care about will be ignored by A Billiton, the mood I can understand. Thank you on my birthday, I carefully selected gifts. Can back out the contents and wrote you a piece of paper attached to the gift: suddenly do not know call you Han, do not say The gift of the late, not late for the blessing, maybe I’m not very said that very expression, but a lot of words in their hearts already walk through a thousand times ex. To be happy, be happy, to be strong enough. You have great, very brave, the KEEP IT UP `` treasure. Well, is verbatim. Angela, your blessing, I will always remember. Well, to be happy, be happy! Sometimes think you gave me fruit, sent me a lollipop, you will feel very happy, very happy. Care, people care about feeling good. Later, you simply want to call my sister, this call is completely my mine to ah! Injury can not afford to have. Xiaobin, , is my school that genius know, to say really is clever. I am the second floor corridor that received new life, all the way to see you take the the Hushan middle school duffel bags walking. The Hushan secondary school, and how kind words. Gave birth to my alma mater for three years, an encounter place of many people to change the values of my life, but also clearly remember Lu Jiege the words: There is no absolute right or wrong things with words, as long as you can justify can. As I exchange a junior, for I tell you the extra attention. Help your busy RBI after all. Summed up many of my own life experience, has never been so hard to cultivate a person. Can remember one night after school, and you invited me to the Qiantang River next to tell you depressed and not suited to. Listening to you tell, I seem to look back a year ago, when I did not encounter one can tell their seniors or sister school, their so depressed boil over. Really, your personality defect is still great, and there are too many self-centered. Sometimes talking to me is really no big or small, every time would say very hurtful things, and afterwards will be aware of, and then hastened to apologize to me. It does not matter, but that someone else how to do it, once some harm caused irreparable However, a little tired, indeed I very moved every time I feel bad, you will accompany me to dinner. Three days of my meal card is lost, you will take the initiative to call me, you do not invite me to dinner. Such a greeting, enough to make me warm long, long time. You are after A Tinto, the second I see as a brother, the day after Zanxiong Di together before the trip. The Nizi , you date until the first is the only one I passed everyone on the understanding and familiar friend of the people. That you really thing that catches my eye, I was most impressed to the number for all state, how is a multi-Zile. Hindsight much, I will once did back reply with your status, then that way the two go, we two slowly become familiar with them. Until now, it became a habit to reply to your status. Customary care about you. Once the Nizi to call you now call your little girl, more or less is a bit awkward, in fact, I want to refer to you to say these two words to use Jiani. Can remember the first time I call you, in the total eclipse of the night. Can still remember the dance in the evening our group to participate in sports than finished after the game to the Quzhou others Poly