Extra irritability. Heart boring boring, perhaps the rhythm of the rain completely shaking my heart. Very bad to very bad very often force themselves out of a big smile, is to not let the people around them worry about me. Do not know why, from the bottom of the bones is so, preferring their own grievances, to bear the pain but also do not want to trouble others, so embarrassing others. So, slowly and slowly let others think Hu Rongyi good-natured, almost too good to no temper. Very looking for someone to want to tell their own thoughts, but suddenly, no one can replace that position since the idiot left, I do not know and who is listening to me to mind. Docked Looking back, suddenly feeling particularly horrible, a lot of people out of my life, not even one with me has been accompanied by the line. Lu Jiege or Panda or idiot There Peas, I once thought would be consistent I was standing with a life on track, even slowly fade out of my life. Now the rest of it was only Shanshan, Taotao with every night, I still remember every night once said, never leave me. Do not know why, my soul is a particularly insecure children, a warm, can I touch a long, long time, every night every time can be touched me. Do not know when to recognize the daughter, just remember that a long time ago. looked out the window the little raindrops, keep hitting the eaves, suddenly emerged a lot of things in mind. I am carrying too much I this age should not be carrying things, and others to enjoy winter games, I have to wondering what to eat, what to buy vegetables, how to burn these dishes. Think of these, it will suddenly think about my father, do not know how he had in Nanjing. If he is, all this does not need me to do. This man taught me a lot of things, the most important point is that responsibility and commitment. As a man of the family, whether you do or not do, you have to withstand. Also remember the first time the cooking time, burning is a fish-flavored eggplant, then simply do not know eggplant oil absorption, coupled with improper control of oil temperature, leading to the oil splash, splash into the hands of the hot out of the handle on a blisters, and cried, do not want to burn. The father not only did not comfort me and insisted I tolerate the pain, this pot dish burn job. Bin after hurriedly smeared water. At that time, the bottom of my heart a little bit hate my father, I’m his only son, so for me. Until after a long long time, slowly come to realize. Whatever you do, you are responsible for their own, no matter how difficult the situation is, you have to finish him. This is a responsibility. Really, sometimes it is really these two days will be the envy of the class a few students, the state is in the hair where where to eat, where to play. I really 想出去走走, and a back camera, wandering aimlessly. However, when the moment I stepped into the house, I found I could not. Found at home a little messy, I would guess that these two days mothers work is certainly busy dying daily overtime. Do not know why, since to college, each home to see the mother’s heart will be especially bitter. Because our family has always been a man chef, and my father busy with his business in Nanjing, a mother at home eat bad. This woman has been quietly for me to pay, probably because of poor expression of it, every time some obviously good from her mouth to say it will always be so harsh. I tend to talk back to not listen to her, but every time she is also the love of her broad inclusion of the stubborn and headstrong, so I slowly understand the benevolent, to understand the broad to accommodate others. While living in an ordinary not in the ordinary family, and I really thank God that gave me such a father and I advertised so in love with my mother. home is in a warm place. Back that day, uncle to the station to pick me up. I do not know how side-tracked by my girlfriend on this matter. Uncle I have not had a girlfriend thing is very surprised, to say now high school students have a girlfriend, your college reading for a year and a half, how have yet to find ah! I am helpless directed uncle smiled and did not know what to say. Evening, to cousin house to look at a little nephew, my sister also said this, said the last time I saw the photos I take dancesport, I like to wear a suit or very handsome. When he learned that the brothers have to find a girlfriend, I was still single, she was very surprised and said: you are so good, how also do not have a girlfriend? Upon hearing this, and feeling particularly bleak. Oh, I continue to become stronger, but always appreciate my good, all these efforts, what is the point? I try my hardest to practice tennis, efforts to learn this learn that, in the end in the end what is the purpose. Freshman will, I dare not say that the normal conduct of an activity I can, but now I dare to say, I could make an activity made fast. Their feelings, I have been reluctant to others filed likes to quietly put it in my heart But under repeated questioning of the small kite, I finally told her my feelings on things above. She also turned it into a second completely the entire understanding of the feelings of the above things. Pondering a small kite, then perhaps she was right, I am trapped in a Bureau set, I have been reluctant to come out and have always been trying to escape, when my freshman year is busy flooding the of life in order to paralyze my own nerves. Say that I love to grunt as early as the end of my college entrance examination, no, I not love her the feeling of immersion, but enjoy the feeling of a lover. But sometimes, I feel like I lost the ability to love, do not know how to love a person, do not understand Gollum does not love me, why is it so love adhesion. Do not understand what she wanted to do in the end. In fact, I do not understand too much. After entering university, holding excuse of Ningquewulan has been to make their own single, get yourself busy. Into the Student Union, to enter the school tennis team workout, join the School of the debate team, play, go to the metering cup of record to play, to participate in Red Cross on behalf of Polytechnic to Zhejiang University exchange to Wushan Square to participate in charity activities, participants are not prices, get the Apple plan, on behalf of Polytechnic enterprises not to the business to participate in the topboss the game, so that all activities filled with their own lives, do not give ourselves an interest gasp opportunity, this is a true portrayal of the life of my freshman year. All this busy constantly escape from a real, not daring to love others, do not dare to accept other people’s love. Think of this, feel really very sorry silly girl, to live up to her all my good, so the girls take the initiative so long, it was only this bastard can do out of the. However, she also found a truly worthy of the man she loved, and I sincerely wish her. Some people wrong, will never be lost, in fact,michael jackson dr dre, I do not regret the decision they make, this is the way of my own choosing, even knees I want to finish, after all, I want to themselves. So, after the end of the freshman, Adger smile laugh I said, Hu ah, in addition to emotional aspects of an idiot, the other aspects are genius. Later take me to learn how to coax the girl. I listened very helpless laughter. freshman that summer, to run the Red Cross president election, together with the other Council members to participate in the eight Fort summer social practice. The first co-ordinate all the activities of planning my own, for the first time in front of several hundred people, a speech for the first time to the children of migrant workers of eight communities of Fort summer safety talks. Wait until all busy is completed, there will be late July. Back to the Cixi after a few days, I will go followed by clear sister six-member delegation trip to Xitang. In addition to the I Ching sister, the rest of the four couples, Xitang is indeed a beautiful place, a people germination love. Watching people coming and going, the sudden particularly eager to love and be loved, a person with my Xingyingxiangdiao. I once thought that they have become heartless,black monster beats, only to find now that I have started slowly out of the shadow of the grunt. From the Xitang home, grunt about to free the world milk tea, a single point of time, whom I was surprised grunt helped me a copy of my favorite Earl tea, and my heart kind of unspeakable taste . Gollum said after school to go to England. I was not sad and sad, just a touch of said something pleasant journey, not my day, take good care of myself. This woman struggling dedication four years, my best days of all youth is spent waiting for four years, I missed the people who love me and I can love people, all this all are not complaining, no regrets, this is my own choice. My first love has not yet begun has ended, so now, I see those years, we caught up with the girls, in particular, a special feeling. Only, I am not Ke Jing Teng, grunt is not Chen Jiayi. After you leave, grunt sent: you will soon find worthy of your love, you must be a happy word, I did not hesitate on the phone and lay er er, must necessarily, I will work hard to pursue the happiness I want to the. And then a heavy press that send button. In the remaining days of the summer vacation, on a small network, group of Polytechnic students know a lot of interesting friends, this is the kind of life I want to have this group of like-minded friends. The Group Chedan dull day to add the slightest pleasure. That, after school, I clearly remember the first time received Siu Ho, Xiaoxi, the German sub, I have a small summer Siu Ho Ai Ye Chongqing Jigong Fort together, there are groups which have a formal dinner. sophomore, this new school year, a lot of people slowly came into my life. sophomore this semester ran many places that stay overnight in the hospital of Chinese medicine, in Industry Zhaohui Guo overnight, also often go to the Industrial and Commercial Ma brother division with Hangzhou Wen Yi that Pianchipianhe. In fact, I was not aware of the promise bump manga into the ACM is not the right one semester after today, everything is worth it. Exit Hangzhou team that is the case, Zhejiang University, provides an opportunity to the University of the rise in the team. The ACM Hangzhou team seven years since the establishment of the existence of Zhejiang University has been curbed the Xiasha development of the school. Bump Manla purpose of my team, I know, he hopes to lead our University, I was able to rise with him, I know that I have this ability, I have several kilograms of a few two bump Man clear. Can clearly remember the bump Man, then left me, the Polytechnic is time to rise, the Polytechnic silence seven years must also rise. I am very happy for one term, Polytechnic team atmosphere the best five schools in Hangzhou, the cohesion is strongest. Nice to meet Polytechnic regiment of all, thank Wen sister’s hard to pay the Chinese brother installed guidance, as well as the dream of SD project a serious and responsible, thanks to ghost, Ben, hamster, Qing Yan, Jia, Li Hui There are two subjects you fight side by side. Hangzhou team the SDP Las brother was also pleased to know from the power of Hangzhou Hangzhou team core Jiaping sister, Engineering insignificant and serious coexistence of 45,superman beats by dre, super simple and honest people, as well as screen-ho brother and Serena, I am glad you encountered in the the ACM large team. This semester you bring me a lot of fond memories of the district meeting of the Hang power, Jiubao city meeting, the screen of the city Wyatt read and Zhaohui city summary of the General Assembly, Zhaohui that unforgettable memory, a group of people midnight more than running the streets supper, these memories will become permanent memories in my life. Two wristbands of the ACM, I will always retain, in the city to meet the reward of meeting Hao Ye ACM Special Edition postcards I will carefully cherish. for the School Committee of the Red Cross, really have too many feelings, when in the face of the debate team, student union with non-enterprise choice, I eventually duty-bound to put into the embrace of the Red Cross . Although it is not I choose the best choice, but I want to stay. Kaige for me it is too large, whether in public or in private, Kaige is to give me a lot of moving. I am such a feelings of supremacy of the baby. Cadillac, Xiao Yu, Meng Jie, as well as Alice, a small North, Little Wei, Guocheng, I do not know that I can warm you how long this semester, we go to the library, with noisy eating, hee hee noisy The casually joking. I do not know how in your mind the image of the vice president of, but I would like all my warmth to you, Kaige taught me things without reservation to impart to you the coming year, three month, you go to the people to fly a kite, flying their own dreams and beliefs. In fact, I know, you might think I’m ferocious very serious. A D with Jia Ying is better to speak, and therefore would have to play the bad cop role. I had the General Assembly, I like to do to achieve the ultimate, play hard to play, when things do seriously. Because I do not want to regret it, moved by regret and remorse for their actions. Usually when a good joke with you, I do not mind. Contact with more than you also know that I can play open, not? There are also those who first dinner, the whole of my miserable doll Road sound sorry, but you should not play so miserable. This semester a lot of things with you by our board is doing,Authentic Monster Beats, I hope to next semester when you can chops, start independent activities, the real growth is tempered with bleeding, I would like to I will accompany you to go. the free group make some people more or less brought me many happy. Zhuge, peach paper, Xiaoxi, a small bell, Siu Ho, Lele, small days, small Wei, as well as deep-Sum, to know you good. Occasionally meet in the campus, each encounter seems to have lots to talk about topics, but also remember that the Lele participate in the College of the top ten singers champion this time, fueling our group of friends and relatives boiling. Sometimes, really envy and Xiaowei with Lele such a good relationship, two people could have do not couple even more couples the purity of the relationship. Zhuge, Wei, small days after my birthday that day, early morning time sent blessings SMS can clearly remember, but also remember Siu Ho with a beautiful classmate to accompany the day I visited Hangzhou, really want to say this kid in Siu Ho nice luck with the opposite sex, hey, not to envy. Each meet will tell me with this this girl how to listen, I feel good tragedy that. Can remember more than 300 hard-earned hard day with a small bell to do business with each person. Can still remember the Xiaoxi bad mood, I accompany her to dinner the day, I know this is out of the trust between friends. Now she has to Liu Feng allows her to rely on, sincerely wish you happiness. Can remember, deep Sum of each meeting must be my treat to eat, everywhere Cengfan baby, obviously the cost of living, also doom the loading could not care less, all trying to please the girls eat, why! Oh, these bits and pieces made up, this semester cheerful memoirs. Bin Yu know in Dumb group, keep the heart and actors, only eleven small kite, as well as Jiangzi with quiet child. The outset, several of our links are very close, only to then the only leave with the XI to compare people sad some. Some things to maintain not one thing, both sides need to work together to maintain. Remember to join a group of people in more than one hour guihuayuan dinner, but remember to keep the heart each time to laugh at the Bin Yu low EQ, and will not chase the girls laugh, but also remember that the actors funny hair with Funny Quotations every time the actors began to gab when I will be very complementary to pull with him Chequ, always end up nothing, he brought to the people in our group from Jinhua Jinhua cannabis, but also remember the small kite tell me her feelings with the bulk of Minister Triple disputes, but also remember a very quiet child whine whine I told her to play tennis like, but remember that with the the Jiangzi two at the 21:00 time around The million stadium the day of doom doom running. Here we are really very, very small, small group, we do not allow the intervention of outsiders. Remember the small kite in the Christmas Eve day to each of us Apple, the KTV, innocently asked me to wash the apple, and then not wait for the 12 whole when to begin. The night really, really sorry, the middle of the left really is a last resort. Not be a party pooper, because the city meeting the next day to go Zhaohui open really, really important. Small kite you will always take me with Jiangzi contrast, said the sauce brother the next day should do it part-time but still still stayed, but I insisted on leave is not everyone mind is sweeping everyone’s spirits. I can only remain silent. A year ago, I am sure will be desperate to stay, but now is not the same. Because I have to start weighing the pros and cons, began to have the bigger picture, I will not as before with the line, think of what to do. In this regard, I can only apologize Sorry. Remember the last our end of dinner, Our party of six people, no one would have to drink, but we play better than anyone else crazy. The dinner to keep the heart did not come, this baby is still with no catch up with their favorite girls, while the significance of widowed Huan, this depends on good days in bed. Hey, I wonder how to play his phone not connected. Honestly, I belong to the slow type, although exposed to a semester, but I have not the heart has not fully recognized you, do not do fully trust you, but I vaguely feel You can become excellent in my university buddies. A Extension, , Ying Ying, Xiao-bin, Nizi because you different, I put you on the last. A Rio, with you in the summer when recognized, at that time really did not think you is the younger brother of Cong, because of the high school with Cong relationship special, and he had me at the Polytechnic extra care under you, perhaps because such a relationship with you especially love to talk to, and slowly you start to call my brother, I also play the bottom of my heart began to look upon you as a brother to deal with, really, in some respects with I really want to, are like a kind of very quiet, very well-behaved girls, are like to get yourself very busy, then busy in the process to get things organized and on track. The madding crowd are the kind of people do not like to compete with others for something, but as soon as the others pour committed to their own areas, without reservation to defend their dignity. Still remember the first time to go to your bedroom encounter Feng Xiao their time, loudly pointing, I said, this is my brother, I was indescribably happy. So, at a later date often will go to your bedroom to join in the fun, your bedroom is indeed very warm. Can remember, our two National in Cixi shanglin Square, a phone, you come out to play with, remember that kick down the billiards we evil to escape single and doing a lot of crazy things at times. Most did not expect that from summer vacation, you actually started chasing Chen Ying a. The world is a small surprise, told me this until after you happen, no matter, I even surprised. Add my relationship with Angela is also good, so I am innocent as you two quarrel, the best regulators, you ah, why am I so innocent! Your two night tour West Lake when two people go chic never thought I only quarrel when I debut, it is too pit father! Angela , each time when it comes to you like you A extension pull together, multiple identities can be counted on for me, a confidant, plus younger brother’s wife! You say you are a very important very important with a constellation that is not the fortunate I am a Scorpio? Have to say yes, a lot of your heart Sibi A Rio delicate, you will capture those little things I am very concerned. I also found out that this is the reason of your quarrel with A Extension, often the things you care about will be ignored by A Billiton, the mood I can understand. Thank you on my birthday, I carefully selected gifts. Can back out the contents and wrote you a piece of paper attached to the gift: suddenly do not know call you Han, do not say The gift of the late, not late for the blessing, maybe I’m not very said that very expression, but a lot of words in their hearts already walk through a thousand times ex. To be happy, be happy, to be strong enough. You have great, very brave, the KEEP IT UP `` treasure. Well, is verbatim. Angela, your blessing, I will always remember. Well, to be happy, be happy! Sometimes think you gave me fruit, sent me a lollipop, you will feel very happy, very happy. Care, people care about feeling good. Later, you simply want to call my sister, this call is completely my mine to ah! Injury can not afford to have. Xiaobin, , is my school that genius know, to say really is clever. I am the second floor corridor that received new life, all the way to see you take the the Hushan middle school duffel bags walking. The Hushan secondary school, and how kind words. Gave birth to my alma mater for three years, an encounter place of many people to change the values of my life, but also clearly remember Lu Jiege the words: There is no absolute right or wrong things with words, as long as you can justify can. As I exchange a junior, for I tell you the extra attention. Help your busy RBI after all. Summed up many of my own life experience, has never been so hard to cultivate a person. Can remember one night after school, and you invited me to the Qiantang