I'm about to start working, and I don't know if I'm really ready. I have studied my major for nearly two years, and now it's time to put it into practice. Even though I learned well in school, I know there will always be a big gap between theory and reality. When I graduated, I also thought that I would go through the hardship of finding a job, walking until my feet were sore. I should feel lucky because I didn't take any detours, and I must thank my family. In the prime of my youth, I have come a long way with much hardship and difficulty. Now, I know I have a lot of burdens and pressures in my heart. But from today on, I clearly understand that I need to work even harder and become stronger. I lack a lot of social experience, such as reading people's expressions, smoothing things over, expanding my social circle... There are too many things I am not good at. I can only gradually learn how to handle all kinds of complex relationships. The little emotions that keep popping up in my mind need to be dealt with properly so that I can fully devote myself to my work. Maybe some things should just be left to take their natural course. Because I feel that no matter how many ideas I have right now, I still don't have the capital. Reality is harsh like this. What is capital? It might be money, or status, or something else. But whatever it is, they are all luxuries. I think I need to stay extremely alert in the future, observe carefully, and act cautiously. I can't even leave myself an escape route; I can only do my best.