I'm going to start working soon, Dazhou Royal Family. I don't know if I am really ready. I have studied my major for nearly two years and I will put it into practice soon. Even though I did well in school, I know there is always a big gap between school and reality. When I graduated, I also thought that I would walk around until my feet were sore looking for a job. I should feel lucky because I didn't take any detours. I must thank my family. In the prime of my youth, I've gone through so much hardship and difficulty to get to where I am now. I know I have a lot of burdens and pressure on me, but starting today, I know I can only work harder and be stronger. I lack a lot of social experience - reading people's expressions, saving face, expanding my social circle... There are too many things I'm not good at. I can only gradually learn how to handle all kinds of complex relationships. The little emotions that keep popping up in my mind, I need to deal with them properly and fully dedicate myself to my work. If something should happen naturally, let it happen naturally. Because no matter how many ideas I have right now, I don't have the capital yet. Reality is just like that. What is capital? Maybe it's money, maybe it's status, or maybe it's something else. But whatever it is, they are all luxuries. I think I need to stay extremely清醒clear-headed from now on, observe carefully, and be cautious. I can't even leave myself an escape route. I can only do my best.