Today is the Lantern Festival, first of all, I wish you a happy little new year! This is also the first blog post of 2012, I don't know what to say, but I want to write something. In the new year, I feel quite pressured, and the main reason is my personal issue. During the Spring Festival, relatives and friends have already asked me: "Binbin, when are you going to bring your girlfriend back for us to see?" Every time at this moment, I can only silently lower my head and say, "I don't have a girlfriend yet." The result is that whoever it is will say, "How could you not have a girlfriend?" Sigh... It's really headache-inducing. Luckily, I'm still young; otherwise, I might not dare to go home for the New Year.
Actually, speaking of girlfriends, I really don't have one. But during the Spring Festival, I confessed to a girl, but she didn't reply to my message, maybe she didn't believe me! I also know that I have no chance! But I still said it, what should be said, what shouldn't be said, I've said it all, I won't regret it. So this year, I can work in peace and earn money solidly without overthinking things! Hehe...
A few days ago, mom called and said that my brother helped me find a match, she's very good, her family conditions are also nice, she will come to Hefei to meet me in a few days. I was really shocked when I heard that! Damn, this is serious! Now every night lying in bed, I can't fall asleep, there are just too many things to think about. Only when I'm working can I think about nothing and find a bit of comfort. You sister, I'm almost breaking down! Sometimes I want to find someone to talk to, chat, but there's no one! The phonebook in my mobile has been condensed to 15 people. Flipping through the phonebook again and again, in the end, I deeply sighed and quietly pressed the hang-up button.
Every morning, I drag my weary body, under the yellowish streetlights, there's a lonely figure walking further and further away. That's right, that's me! The lonely me! Although I'm very tired at work, I can think about nothing, I just need to focus on working. Occasionally, there are a few girls passing by, at this time a few colleagues will smile at me and then "hiss, beautiful girl" and gesture for me to look! Hehe... It feels quite interesting! Life is quite fulfilling, I found that I like the feeling of working.
Actually, this year I have two goals: ① Get a driver's license, then I can buy a car for the Spring Festival, but it definitely won't happen, I won't have time while working, so I think I'll give up on that! ② Write a campus romance novel like "Campus All-Round Genius" and publish it on a novel website like Pinwenju. ③ Find a girlfriend and bring her home for the Spring Festival, that's the ultimate goal. Because dad has spoken, it's serious, I must seriously implement it! However, like me, relying on myself, I definitely can't find one, I'm so dumb! I don't even know how to chase girls, right? Hehe... I've thought it through, since no one wants me anyway, I'll agree to the match my brother set up for me! She's pretty, her family has money! Hehe... As long as she's female, that's my requirement! Not high, right....
Sigh... What would happen to the girl who is with someone like me? Would she be happy and joyful? Or would she be gloomy and unhappy every day? Would she be happy? Am I harming her? What do you guys think? Feel free to share your thoughts...