To pamper you, cherish you, never abandon you at the crossroads, and accompany you to the end of life... If such a person appears in the journey of life, even if it's just for a fleeting moment... thank him! Thank heaven for leading you through life's confusion when you were lost. Thank fate for every encounter and protection...
Thank you for being there with me through those sad memories. I don't know how to tell you, but I've gotten used to your care, used to listening to you, used to your encouragement, and used to asking foolishly every time we parted: "Are you leaving me behind again, leaving me all alone?"
I don't know when it started, but I slowly forgot the fact that you're an ordinary person and not an angel! The first Christmas at Zhongnan Forestry University, you gave me a seashell! Even though you told me it came from Beihai, I knew it didn't have the echo from the ends of the earth, but I told myself that all seas should be connected! Putting it to my ear, it seemed like I could hear Dad's voice! At the time, I held back tears and said to you: "Thank you!" Maybe from then on, you were special.
You always said, "Can you call my name? I'm not much older than you!" I never wanted to call your name because I just wanted to keep your concern this way, leave a reason for me to act cute with you anytime, and you would always spoil me like a father!
Remember during the winter break of my junior year, I broke up! I asked you why people break up? Why after five years of love would they still separate? You asked me why he broke up? I said: "It's too far apart!" You said: "It's okay, let me be honest! My ex-girlfriend and I dated for eight years, and we broke up during our sophomore year." When I saw this message, I actually burst into laughter! His eight-year war was over, and my senior couldn't even manage a girlfriend, haha! I said: "Senior! If there's another life, I want to be Yue Lao, I won't tie the wrong red string, so there won't be the pain of breaking up."
"You know how many destinies there are in the world, I'm afraid you can't handle them alone, so I'll stay with you! We'll both be Yue Lao, delivering Christmas gifts to girlfriends."
That day I accidentally called you instead of my roommate. You hung up and called back from home! You asked what happened? I was embarrassed to say I dialed the wrong number! So I temporarily asked when you'd return to school? You said: "In a few days, what do you want me to bring?" I blurted out Qingyan's rose candy! You came back... we went to Dingguo together, sat on the swing chair eating hot pot. You casually said: "Qingyan is so far from Guiyang, riding a bike there was exhausting!" I thought, you could have just bought some for me, why go all the way to Qingyan... I knew only the rose candy made in the ancient town has that taste! Thinking about childhood memories, thinking about you riding to Qingyan, thinking about your friends questioning why you had to buy rose candy... I laughed! You asked me why I liked rose candy? At the time, I just replied, "That's the taste of happiness!" And this happiness was at least given by you at that moment. You didn't know, right? On Christmas, giving gifts to girlfriends! After we ate and returned to the dormitory, I kept the rose candy, listened to "Love's Memorial," and walked alone in the quiet campus, occasionally putting one in my mouth!
Time passed quickly! You... graduated, it was time to part ways again! The day before my internship, I gave you the blue starfish, I was so worried that I'd cry when I handed you the gift! Because you were leaving again! Do you remember what I said then? "This time I'm really alone, the pressure is huge, everything I face now isn't what I want, I just want peace." "I'm just going to work, I'll change numbers but will call you often, be good..."
I always believed what you said. So throughout my postgraduate review, I wasn't lonely. Do you know why I gave you such a strange gift? I knew you don't like carrying too much luggage, so I picked something small and practical, so you could carry it with you. Just reminding you, no matter how busy you are, remember to take a shower, don't stink and scare away the girls around you, always look handsome, take care of yourself, and remember me...
Because all the essential review materials were provided by you, every time I went to the study room, I felt like you were watching me! Can't be lazy... Because of a phone malfunction, all the phone numbers were lost! I lost the only way to contact you. At this point, I remembered what you said before you left, it was almost Mid-Autumn Festival, I thought this day you must call me! But I didn't receive your Mid-Autumn greeting, all I got was a beautiful dream the night before! In the dream, you said to me: "If you miss me, go see those fish!" Afterward, whenever I felt tired during the review, I would go to the library and Yifu Building's pond to watch the goldfish!
Until the postgraduate results came out, you never showed up! When I thought we would fade away like this, you appeared on QQ! Although I was very excited at the time, I pretended nothing happened and exchanged a few casual greetings, leaving your phone number! Afterward, because of the interview, we didn't contact each other... Until after my defense, I sent you a message saying: "The defense is over, the teacher praised me for speaking well! I graduated." "Congratulations!"
During four years of university, besides the teachers' grasp and care in professional areas, it was you who taught me how to manage my college life! Because of your existence, I took many shortcuts! This time, I went to play at your place, as you said: "Before I go to graduate school, come to visit me for a few days as compensation." Actually, I came not just for you to 'compensate', regarding your missed appointment on July 1st, I didn't even care! I know you have work to do, no matter how capricious I am, I wouldn't make such rude trouble. I just wanted to find an answer, an answer to 'Are you still my senior?' I thought after those few days, I would understand what to do, but I became more confused instead? You're no longer the strict senior who only 'scolds' me from university times. You 'joke' about making me wash your clothes, cook for you... while washing vegetables together, you ask me: "Will you come back after graduation?" "Yes! If not, where would I go? My home is here oh! Not necessarily though! What if I suddenly decide to pursue a doctorate within three years?" "You dare! Are you deliberately teasing me?" "Hehe~~~" "Senior, why do we always lose when we discuss things? I've never won!" "No! What you see is me winning, but in small matters, you win! Every time you act spoiled, did I give in?" "Is that true? (⊙o⊙) Oh." "Remember to cook for your senior when you come back for vacation, and call your senior often!" "Am I supposed to be a graduate student nanny? What's the salary?" ... "How are you today?" "I caught a cold, didn't go up the mountain!" "How did you catch a cold?" "I... washed a cold water bath yesterday!" "What? You idiot, who told you girls can wash cold water baths? Why are you always so careless? Have you taken medicine? Is there a place nearby to see a doctor?" ~~~~~ "Tomorrow is Qixi, did you receive any gifts? I want to give you a present, tell me what you want!" "Qixi? Gift? I haven't decided yet, does it expire?" "Guess what?" Senior, do you know? I really want to ask you, isn't Qixi Valentine's Day? Why do you want to give me a gift? But I don't dare to ask! Because in my mind, you're always right, whatever you do or decide is beyond my questioning, and you have your reasons! Actually, I really want to tell you "I want a prince! Preferably you! Hehe..." But I don't dare, I'm afraid once I say it, we'll be nothing. I'm afraid you'll disappear from my life... because I'm afraid of losing, so I can only watch from afar. I quickly dispelled the idea of you being my prince and buried it deep inside! Until he asked me: "Do you have a boyfriend now? Is there someone you like?" At that moment, your image popped up in my mind unhelpfully, at this point, I realized I've really gotten used to you... I sent you a message asking if you were resting, no reply, http://lover.liyi99.com/, I called but it wasn't off... Later, I messaged Wei Jie, asking if you were too busy to carry your phone? Wei Jie told me you're busy with dating! So you found me a sister-in-law... I don't know why I cried, maybe this time you really left me behind... I no longer have any reason to call or message you, your non-reply in the five years we've known each other is the first time. I think I should understand what it means! They were不服气and called you. They told me you would call me, I waited for your call... Expecting what, I'm not sure? Waiting a whole day, you didn't call, they said when they called you, they heard a big wind sound, at this moment, all I thought about was whether your work was tough, please don't have anything happen... Stay safe!
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