After the Mid-Autumn Festival, the New Year will come soon, which means this year will be over soon! So fast!
Another lonely Mid-Autumn Festival for me. I don't know if it's my fault. In the past, I spent the festival alone out of helplessness because there were only one or two days off, so I couldn't reunite with my distant family. But this year, I have a seven-day holiday. What happened? I'm still spending it alone. It really hurts to think about it. Now, I don't have the courage to see them. It's not that I don't want to spend the Mid-Autumn Festival with them; I do want to. Who doesn't want to spend the Mid-Autumn Festival with their family? There are just too many regrets. I really regret it, Inner Mongolia Erdos Talent Network, because every time they have more expectations for me, I disappoint them more. Because the "fool" they once knew no longer exists! From a certain perspective, he is already dead.
Thinking about the past days really hurts, especially when I think about my beloved mother. I love her and will until I die. I've brought disappointment to my family again and again, but I feel most sorry for my mother. Since high school, she hasn't seen me bring home first-place results anymore. She also hasn't said that sentence to me: "Fool, you're really a fool, how can a fool get first place?" Then she would laugh happily. But now, I never see her laugh like that. Instead, she looks at me with worry, worried about my future, worried that her "fool" isn't the same anymore. When I left, I said something to her, and she regained confidence and hope in me! Once again, she laughed at me "foolishly." That sentence: Mom! Don't worry, in three years, I'll come back with achievements, I won't let you down, Mom! I was so sorry before! (I cried then. Ask anyone in the world, who among men cries? You could beat me to death, and I wouldn't cry, except when I feel ashamed and guilty towards my mom! Because I really don't deserve her!) Thinking about that scene makes my eyes moist even now!
Seeing my mother getting older day by day, yet I can't bring her much happiness, I've really thought about ending it all. But what would be the result? Wouldn't it just make her sadder? So I must bravely live on, carve out my own path, take away the worried face my mother has for me! Bring her a happy face! Restore her former "silly smile!" Thinking about how many more years my mother has to wait, how many more years she has to work hard for me, I feel such pain (49 "goods," because my mother is already 49 years old!)!
In others' eyes, I am a very filial son, but does my heart feel the same? Am I really that filial? Have I ever been filial? These self-questions stir up waves of pain in my heart! On the surface, I am indeed very filial, but have I ever truly made them happy? Maybe, but those were all before high school. Is there any joy now? No! Because after attending a top high school, I ended up going to a third-rate university, despite all my calculations, it wasn't worth it! The disappointment and shock I've brought them cannot be undone. All I can do now is to bring good results home, it's the only thing I can do. Their faces during my failures, I can't describe, because I deeply hurt them, worse than stabbing them ten thousand times! Facing their pain, what am I to do! I really want to find a secluded place to...
Another year's Mid-Autumn Festival, may all mothers in the world be happy! May all wanderers finally reunite with their families! Do not drift aimlessly anymore, go back and gather with your family! Otherwise, you will regret it. No matter what time it is, they always miss you, no matter how deeply you've hurt them!
Regardless of which mother, on the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, what she wants to see most is undoubtedly her children!
I hope tonight's moon is rounder and brighter! Mother! Happy Mid-Autumn Festival! Mom, Inner Mongolia Erdos Recruitment Network! I miss you every moment, especially tonight! I know you must be looking at the moon in the sky thinking of me! Tonight, I won't go anywhere, I'll just look at the moon in the sky waiting for you, thinking of you! Mom, wait for me to bring back the former "silly smile" for you!
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