Hate you, hate you, hate you to death. What should I do? I want to be tenacious, and I've tried. I want to become arrogant, and I've changed. But why am I always so powerless!
I can no longer contain my hatred for you. Why did you rudely intrude into my world because of your own impulsiveness and shamelessly tell me that you love me! Why did you irresponsibly disappear from my world after shamelessly intruding into it without any warning! Why do you deny wearing a green hat for me and still shamelessly enjoy my kindness to you! Do you know that because of your appearance, my world was full of happiness, but because of your irresponsible departure, my world has become gray.
Hate you, since you left, I have tried to make myself strong, but no matter how hard I try, I can't find back the original innocence and confidence.
Hate you, since you left, I have been telling myself that everything will be fine, but no matter how hard I try, I can't accept the fact that you have left me.
From now on, hate you!
Hate you, since you left, I don't dare to post my feelings on QQ anymore because I later found out how negative my emotions were. I'm afraid that friends and family will worry when they see my condition, so I pretend to be strong every time I post my status to make them feel relieved.
Because of your appearance, my world was so innocent, but because of your irresponsible departure, I no longer have a sense of security. It's you who made me get used to relying on others. How can I face the damage you brought and the realistic society alone? We once planned our wedding together, but why did everything suddenly become a bubble?
Hate you, since you left, I have tried to be happy in front of everyone, but why, no matter how hard I try, my friends still ask me: Is it because you didn't sleep well? Why do I always look so tired? How should I answer, how should I face it?